I'm Sorry Ch.6

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I look with tears still streaming down my face. Mearing eyes with a man I once looked up too. I could feel the blood sticky and warm on my hands. Much like the tear streaming down my face. Negan looked at me for a moment almost looking sorry. However that looks passed when he noticed my dad wasn't listening. Soon they got in the RV and rode off. I was of course worried about my dad but I was also still upset about my best friends passing.

Not to mention, he was murdered in cold blood by the person I've been in love with since highschool. Oh and turns out the person I love IS ALIVE?!

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Time skip
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Eventually they came back with the RV. I only looked up long enough to see, Negan was dragging my dad. Dad seemed to barely be able to walk. Negan was talking to the group again mocking my dad I presume. I just zoned out again.

Those I zoned back in when I heard Negan yelling to cut something off. I looked up and saw my dad with an ax and Carl on the ground, with Negan hovering over them. Apparently Negan almost made dad cut Carl's arm off.

He said a couple other things I didn't pay attention too, but then he said something about me and Darly being his. The next thing I know I feel a pair of arms wrap around me.pullimg me away from Abrahams body and the group.

"DAD!? GLENN HELP ME!" I started kicking my legs trying to get away. The person carrying me started putting me in the same truck as Daryl before Negan interrupted. "Hey put her in my truck"

"I Swear To God if you hurt my baby girl I'll break EVERY BONE in your body!" yelled dad now struggling against someone's hold because he tried to stand up.

"Oh Rick, what makes you think I'd hurt her? And two when the hell did you get BALLS!!"

"I MEAN IT SHE WOULDN'T HURT A FLY. IF YOUR GONNA KILL SOMEONE KILL ME!" Negan just looked at him for a second then at me about to get into a truck then back at my dad. "You have my word I will never bring physical harm to her, PACK UP, we'll see you soon.You have one week to get my stuff rick".

With that he walked over to the car I was in and started driving off.

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lil time skip
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About 10 minutes into the drive I finally found my voice "How do you do that" I said in a small and weak voice seemingly confused Negan looked away from the road at me. "What do you mean?" He asked, arching his eyebrows."Killing, how can you just kill someone like that? Around their loved ones." At this his face somewhat softened.

"What do you mean, like, like you've never killed someone." I looked at him before looking out the window quietly. A small smile creeps up onto his face as he lets out a chuckle "Oh my God darling that is the best thing I've heard all day. You're hilarious" He let out a small chuckle and focused back on the road.

"That's not the point" I said in an angered tone. "what happened to you? You're nothing like the man I knew. The man I fell in love with?! You know the only reason I'm still alive is because I had hoped that you were still out there!"

"What are you talking about, fell in love with!? Kid you barely know me! So why don't you stop rambling. Yes I killed your friend but that's just the world we live in. If you want to survive you do what needs to be done " he says in a frustrated voice seemingly upset at the fact that I started to yell at him.

"No I won't stop, me and you both know how I felt, for one." "kid" he said "Two you didn't just kill my friend you killed my best friend in front of his FAMILY " "Kid" he says again this time sounding annoyed. "Three you KIDNAPPED me and Darly from our family and we have no clue where we're going!" "Kid!" His voice was slowly rising.

As I continued to ignore him. "Oh yeah and let's not forget to mention you're also gonna take over our homes and steal our stuff! Like how twisted are you. LIKE WHAT HAPPENED TO YO-" I was cut off by his almost thunderous voice "KID!" he paused for a second, the look on his face seemed upset but sorry for losing his temper.

"Look I'm sorry alright, I get it you've lost a lot today and you're upset. But you can't blame me for it. Plus I went easy on you guys. I only killed one of your guys, you and your people killed 50 of my men, IN THEIR SLEEP"

"I did no such thing! I told them not to do it! But does anyone listen to me? NO! And do you wanna know why, BECAUSE IM JUST THE WEAKLING THAT CANT KILL. THAT EVERYONE ALWAYS HAS TO PROTECT BECAUSE I CANT DO IT MYSELF!" The car went silent for a moment before Negan broke it.

"What do you mean like, you haven't killed anyone before? Or you haven't killed anything?"

" Of course not! Why is everything always about death and killing can't we all just leave each other alone!" With that she folded her arms across her chest looking out the window at the passing trees. Again the car was silent.

"Kid are you fucking shitimg me right now? You mean to tell me out of the almost 3 years in this living hell you haven't killed anything? You've at least taken down those geeks right". He looks absolutely flabbergasted and seemed to not believe me.

"Obviously I've put them down. They died and they should stay dead" Theirs another short pause Negan opens his mouth to speak, before he can he's cut off. "Negan I'm scared. What's gonna Happen to us when we get there" Looking over Negan's met with Quinn's brown watery eyes her hair slightly falls in front of her face.

Their blood smudges on her face she's got her legs pulled up to her chest with her arms wrapped around her head gently laying on them. "Oh kid" his heart feels almost like it's breaking she looked so venerable and scared she looked the same as she did the day he got her out of the school.

Sticking his hand out the window he motions for the other cars to go ahead of them as he pulls over. Shutting off the engine he positions his body to look at me. "I swear in my life I will never hurt you. You'll be okay I promise." A tear falls from my eye. "I'm still scared, I don't care about myself, I'm scared for Daryl. He seems all tough like he has everything worked out, But it's a lie it's not real none of it is." now tears are streaming down my eyes as I just start ranting. "Carl's not as strong as he makes himself out to be he's just a little boy. And Carl's so broken it hurts to watch her try and act okay dad's not the same person he once was. Glenn is so Serious now and Ab- oh Abraham" no longer able to hold everything inside anymore I start sobbing even harder.

"Hey, kid, don't, don't do that, look at me" he's voice was so soft and caring as he gently put his hand under my chin slightly lifting it. Our eyes met and in his all I could see was empathy. "I promise I won't hurt Daryl okay." Unable to contain myself I jump forward and hug him. "Thank you" seemingly a bit stunned he gently wrapped his arms around me in a warm embrace.

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Hey y'all sorry it took so long to get y'all an update. But I'm back I was on a break from school and I normally don't write unless I'm in class so I'm back now.

Anyway I want to make this shorter story, so it is gonna. move kinda fast I hope you don't mind. Anyway, I hope you have a fabulous week and I'll try and update soon.

See you next time my prettys.

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