Marrying Ms.Bratinella

Chapter 11. (What is this?)

"And love is all that I need
And I found it there in your heart
Isn't too hard to see"

Danger

I'm slowly adjusting and adapting my lifestyle as the days pass. I'm starting to feel and think that I am now married to a woman who has been apart for almost a decade. I mean our age gap, not thinking nor dreaming that I will marry someone like her. Not even in my entire life.

Masakit siya sa ulo minsan at nakakapagod siyang intindihin minsan. Siguro dahil sa agwat namin na dalawa.Ganun siguro. Hindi kami nagtatagpo ng mga gusto at hindi gusto minsan but I don't have any choice kundi umu-oo na lang. Mas hahaba pa kung kokontrahin ko.Bukod tanging siya ang case ko na di ako manalo-nalo.Pero masaya ako. Walang alinlangan.

Siguro dahil may kasama na ako sa buhay. May nagsisilbi na sa akin tuwing umaga. Nagtatanong kung saan ako at anong oras ako uuwi. It's annoying sometimes but I can handle it. I can handle Karina. I will handle her.

She's really good at house chores and cooking is her hobby. Akala ko nga masusunog ang bahay namin. Wait namin? Parang may mali. Namin naman kasi mag asawa na kami. Asawa ko siya. Asawa ko siya? Mukha akong tanga na kumukontra sa sarili kong isip. Well, okay nagkamali ako sa part na 'yon. I degraded her too early where in fact she has superb skills when it comes to cooking and chores.

Sino ba naman kasing magtitiwala agad sa kanya eh napaka bratinella niya. The most common misconception of a spoiled-brat.Such as, they can behave badly or allow things to do so as long as they want 'cause they're spoiled.

She's sometimes rude but it's tolerable, hindi sa akin kundi sa ibang tao. But she's sweet and I'm starting to like it. She has this attitude that she wants my hug, she wants a hug almost everyday. Ibubuka na lang niya ang mga braso niya pag nakikita niya ako then that's it. My body will follow like she has a magnet on her body. That I can't resist. She's always like that every morning.

She actually acts like a good wife. She plays her role as my wife extremely well.

I'm starting and struggling to melt by her own way. No one could do that to me even before. Well, there's a few but at this time it's pure initiation of myself. Walang pilit basta hindi ko rin ma-explain.

I'm starting to doubt myself about what really happens to my body. Whenever she's nearby and my heart starts to melt slowly by slowly. Nakakatakot.It feels so good but maybe it will be hurtful so bad one day.

Isang taon na lang, dekada na ang agwat namin na dalawa. Natatawa ako,biruin mo yun. Noong kasal ko lang nalaman ang eksaktong edad niya.Although alam ko naman talagang mas bata siya sa akin. Batang-bata. There's moment that she look like eighteen years old. Ang malala pa para lang siyang grade twelve.

Makakasuhan pa akong pedophile nito. How ironic.

Now it makes sense because I can't even believe that she was the little girl who always played in our backyard. That almost lives on us.She's the little, wavy hair, and baby deer eyes girl. She is the girl who always hides on the wall whenever I go down just to get something or I just need something.Lagi siyang ganun. Kung hindi pa sinabi sa akin ng nanay ko after our wedding. Hindi ko siya maalala.

She's also the little girl who stole a kiss on my cheek when I accidentally took a nap dahil ang lala nung inaral ko that day. I installed a hammock near our pool way back when Dad was alive.Gusto kasi nun ang duyan para pahingaan niya.

She kissed me with her lips full of strawberry candy contents. Kaya nagising ako at nagulat. She kissed me three times. She was about to kiss me for the fourth times.Pero nalayo ko na ang mukha ko sa labi niya. Nagulat pa nga siya eh sa reaction ko. Sinabihan pa akong maarte at nandidiri daw ako. Malamang malagkit kasi dahil sa candy na kinain niya. Salbahe.