My heart is racing. My hands are bloody as they hold Blitzo in them. No, no, no, no, no. He isn't breathing. Why? What did I do wrong? Please don't take him from me. Tears fill my eyes as I cry for help. Demons back away as some watch. Some try and surround me, calling for help. Ozzie wasn't here. He had left two hours ago with Lucifer. No, please don't die, Blitzo.
My body is trembling.
Blitzo.
No. He can't die. He can't. I love him. I love him too much. I forgave him. I love him so much. I can't lose him. Please... Please...
The ambulance arrives and the moment Blitzo is taken from me, my body moves on it's own. I run after him in the ambulance, holding onto the side of his bed, sobbing. I rest my head against his. Please don't leave me. Please don't leave me.
"I love you.. " I whisper softly as I hold his hand, shaking. I love him so much. It was never his fault. He was just scared. I love him so much...
I can't stop shaking. Blitzo. God, please, no. No. I can't lose him again.
(---)
I wasn't the only one who arrived to Blitzo's waiting room. Millie did. Moxxie did. Loona did. Barbie Wire even did. Stolas didn't. Asshole. Ozzie just arrived. We just broke up... through messages. I look through the door. Blitzo was surrounded by doctors. I couldn't stop crying. Barbie Wire comforts me as I do. Millie looks concerned. Loona is weeping. Moxxie looks down at his feet.
I wipe my tears but they keep coming out as I wipe them constantly. Hours pass. Doctors run in and out. I can't stop crying. Memories flash in my mind. Laughing. Us having the best time of our lives... me and Blitzo...
Soon it's midnight. My eyes are dry. I have bags under them. I'm in a T-Shirt and shorts. I have my phone out, scrolling through photos. Then one appears. My heart skips a beat.
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That was so long ago... More appear.
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I remember that one. That was after he saved me from that lunatic on the streets. He was so defensive of me. He was so happy.. we were so happy...
My heart is breaking right now. What have I done..? I ruined his life. Blitzo never deserved any of the pain he was put through... the loss of his mother... she was his world. His sister wanted him out of his life after five years of being in denial of their mother's death. I wipe my tears. Suddenly a doctor walks out. For a second he seemed like he was about to announce something but then stopped once he realized I was the only awake. He looks at me.
"He's going to make it... we just don't know when he'll wake up.."
My eyes widened. "Please tell me I can go see him.."
The doctor hesitates. "Yes... you can. Just be careful."
I put my phone away and run into the room. Blitzo had bandages everywhere. He was snoring. Like always. I sit down beside him, caressing his hand softly and gently. He's so.... peaceful. I smile at him. I love him... so much. So much... God...
I could just... kiss him-
"F-Fizz...?"
My eyes go wide. Blitzo. He looks at me weakly. A smile struggles to spread on his face but it appears. I gasp. "Oh my god, your alive..."
𝑩𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒛𝒐'𝒔 𝑷𝑶𝑽
Everything slightly hurts. I look at Fizzarolli. Where.. where am I? I rub my head but only for a second before I feel the arms of Fizz surround me and pull me close. It was a hug. I slightly hug him back. Wait... does he... does he actually care after...
I pull away. "Why... did you hug me?"
Fizz looks away guilty. He looks up. "Because I'm sorry-"
"No." No. He didn't do anything. He never did. "No, you aren't sorry! How can you be sorry if you never did anything!? I am the one who is sorry but shouldn't be forgiven! I destroyed you! I ruined your life! I'm a monster! I let everyone down! I let you down! I didn't save you in that fire! I left you! I am a worthless, useless piece of-"
Before I could finish, I was muted by his lips. I felt his hands pull my head in. His lips press against mine. My eyes widened. He... he kissed me. He pulls away, but doesn't lean back. He looks at me, pressing his head against mine.
"Blitz... No matter what... that was in the past... I judge you for no reason.." Fizz smiles. I feel my heart beating faster and faster as he caressed my hand with care and love, his other hand caressing my cheek. His eyes are caring. Sweet. Full of love. My words stutter. I could feel tears coming. He had tears in his eyes. He rubs mine away and leans in closely. "I love you, Blitz."
I feel my heart racing. I feel tears roll down my cheeks. "Fuck you! I love you more!" I cry out, pulling him in and kissing him. He kisses back, wrapping his arms around me.I kiss him passionately, feeling his tongue wrap around mine several times. I caress his neck and then we pull away. Deep breathes. Deep breathes.
"Why are we stopping?" Fizz says and pulls me back in, kissing me. I pull his t-shirt off of him as he pulls down my pants, slowly. He pushes me onto the bed, his hands going down to my thighs, holding them up. We kiss passionately, tongues interlocking and swiveling around one another. I feel his body press along mine. I could care less that we were in the hospital. Or that I just recovered from something devastating. I was in love. I was making love. To the one I love.
Fizz softly presses onto me, grinding me as I muffle a moan through our long passionate kiss. I put my hands on his chest as our tails swirl around together. No stopping us now. He grinds and thrusts roughly onto me, pressing me roughly down into the bed. His mouth leaves my lips and makes its way down to my neck. I moan. He speeds up, sweat dipping down both of our faces. Huffs and puffs. Moans and groans. Sweat dripping on one another. Our dicks interlocking. So.. amazing.. all because I'm having sex with someone who truly loves me for who I am...
(---)
THEY HAD SEX, MY SEXY SINNERS! The moment we all have been waiting for. Now.. what's next, we shall all wonder.
