Forgotten Soulmates

Chapter 3: were you certain?

A/N: :3 Started 9:49 AM 11/8/23

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Chuuya POV

When he came out the door of his "home", he had bed-hair. The way the sunlight hit his eyes highlighted his features, his lone eyes, looking dull yet so full of depth. It captivated me in them, making me unable to escape his eyes' grasp. He looked at me, a little surprised, but it's Dazai. "What are you doing here Chuuya? I thought Mori would only send Ango?"

"The boss requested his presence, and I think you know why." Ango rolled his eyes, annoyed at the brunette's ignorance. He clearly understood Dazai, but how? I think I kind of know him, but I still can't calculate his thinking like that! Why am I even dwelling on this? (A/N cus ur jealous)

"Oh. Well, before anything, Chuuya, can me and Ango talk real quick?" He playfully smirked, pointing toward the shipping container. His smile was so warm, like the summer sun. Fuck, I sound gay. "Yeah yeah, whatever, i'll just wait out here." I clicked my tongue. Not even gonna try to lie, I did want to be around him. I don't know why, but I do, I really really want to, but whatever he says goes with me. Fuck, why am I saying shit like this.

Dazai POV

Chuuya. A name I never knew I would associate with the word love. A name where, if you asked me 2 months ago if I liked, I would vomit. Yet, here I am.

Ango followed me into my "home" and I pulled out two stools for us to sit on. As he sat down I put my hand on each of my thighs, ready to consume this (maybe) life changing information. My palms are sweating oceans at this point, I can't even say that i'm not nervous. I really want him to have said 'yes' but I can only hope. I do love him. I really do, but I don't know what I would do if he said no.

"So, what did he say?" I asked him. He looks at me, and he looks sad. He also looks reluctant to tell me, which isnt any better. I panicked a little, 'Does that mean he said no? Oh shit.' Just then he tells me, "He said, 'If he asked me out, I would say yes.'" He closed his eyes and showed me a little smile, and for a second my brain freezes. 'He would, say yes? Does that mean he likes me? Do I have to ask him out now?' Ango than looks at me for a response.

"Really?" I ask him, looking down at my feet. Maybe he's just joking, yeah, he's SO kidding, right? "Yes. Believe me or not. I can't even believe it either. Now, I think it's about time we should go outside, we don't want to keep him waiting." He said as he checked his watch.

He gets up, pushes the stools to where they were before, and takes me outside. I glance at Chuuya for a second, he looks a little different from the last time we spoke. He looks, so, so, pretty.... so captivating. I could look at him forever and never get bored. He is the sole reason I am still breathing.

God, I love him so much.

Chuuya POV (if you can't notice, it's kinda hard for me to write from dazais pov)

God dammit! How long are they gonna take, it's already been like, 10 minutes, that's a LOT of time without me seeing Dazai. 'Hurry the fuck up!', I thought. Just then, they walk out of the shipping container. His mood seems to be happier. What the fuck did he and Ango do that would make him so happy? Whatever, I don't give a fuck about him anyway.

"Chuu~ya~!" Dazai said childishly. I love the way he says my name, it's so compelling, so magnetic, so hypnotizing. I could listen to him say for years on end without wincing a bit.

"What took you so long?" I asked, clearly annoyed with him. Even if I threw the most hurtful insults at him, he never stops being annoying. But, that is what I love about him. He never lets it get to him. He's confident, kind of a dick, but he's kind. (A/N : he is literally only kind to you.)

"Sorry! I was busy chatting with Ango." He beamed at me and chuckled. "Let's get this over with." I said as I rolled my eyes. I walked into his house, if you could even call it that, and sat down on a box. He sat on the box across from me.

We looked at each other for while, it was painfully awkward, until I asked, "So.... got any plans for tomorrow?" He thought for a moment, until he responded with, "No, why? Does chibi want to go somewhere with me~" He smirked at me as he put his hands on his chin. "No, I just have no plans for tomorrow." I scoffed and looked away. "Forget I said anything.." I got up, and put my hands in my pockets, ready to leave. I was done checking up on him anyway. He wasn't a helpless little baby, the demon prodigy can take care of himself. As I started walking towards the light seeping through "door", he suddenly pulled me by my wrist so close to him I swear we were going to kiss. We were like that for at least 2 minutes until I finally spoke up.

"What are you doing?" I asked him, trying to hide the hint of red on my cheeks. "Let's go somewhere together, then!" He said. I stood there for a little, debating on whether I should or shouldn't go. 'Well, since he asked so nicely, and I kinda do wanna spend time with him...' I sighed as I gave him my answer, "Fine, but where would we go anyways?" I said, pulling his hand off of my wrist. He rubbed his chin with his hands as he thought for a minute, like a cartoon character.

"Hmmmm... how about...."

"A flower field!"

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Another good chapter done, it took a little, but I'm happy!

Finished 3:03 AM 12/26/23

Edited 7:12 PM 3/6/24