Self sabotage and fuck about it and closer are tainting this story lfmao
I turned on the tv and scrolled through YouTube.
I was trying to take my mind off of everything.I woke up to someone carrying me to bed.
I opened my eyes.
"Awsten?" I asked.
"Shh go back to sleep." He said tucking me in.
He walked over to the bedroom door."What? No." I said sitting up.
He turned back around.
"What?" He asked.
"Where were you awsten?" I asked.
"I told you where I was before I left."
"No you didn't Aws. I tried calling you and texting you! But you never answered me." I said annoyed.His eyebrows furrowed.
"I told you ahead of time I was going to be at the studio recording a new song for the upcoming album." He said a sense of anger in his tone."Well you could have at least answer your phone next time. I ate dinner alone again." I said standing up out of bed and walking over to him.
"I can't answer you 24/7 y/n! I have a life" he said putting his hand to his forehead.
"I know you do. But god damn awsten! I'm sorry for worrying about you." I said trying to not raise my voice."Well I'm sorry for giving you a reason to worry. But don't expect so much out of me." He said walking out of the bed room.
Fuck this shit. I followed him out of the bedroom.
"All I was expecting was a fucking text! One simple text letting me know you were okay!" I said shouting."Oh my god. Stop being so overdramatic." He said turned back around to face me.
"You really aren't making me want to stay right now." I said in a more hushed tone but still full of anger.
"Then why are you still here?" He said.
I watched his face fall after he realized what he said."I don't know why. I'm leaving. I can't do this shit tonight." I said walking over to my keys.
"Y/n wait I'm sorry-" he said following me.I grabbed my car keys, purse, phone and charger.
"No. I'm leaving for tonight. I need space. I can't do this bullshit. It's certainly not good for the baby." I complained throwing my shoes on."Y/n please." He said.
I opened the door.
"Apologies don't fix everything." I said.
I shut the door on his face.I stormed over to my car and unlocked it.
He opened the door of his apartment and ran over to my car.
I shut the car door and locked it.
"Y/n please just listen to me. I'm sorry!" His face was covered in a hurt expression.
I shook my head at the boy.
I put the car in drive and took off out of the driveway.Safe by all time low started shuffling unironically.
I looked through the mirror and saw awsten attempted to run after me."Just put the car in drive and don't stop running till you're long gone. You're gonna be alright if don't look over your shoulder." Alex sang in the main verse.
I fought back tears as I drove to the nearest hotel to book a room.
I'm so done with this.
I pulled into the parking lot of a holiday inn and got out of my car.I shut the door and locked it.
"I need a room for tonight please. Any room works." I asked the receptionist.
"Um. Sure let me see if we have any available."I paid using cash and she gave me the key card to the room.
I opened the door and threw awstens hoodie off of me and onto the ground.
I turned off my location.
I laid in bed and pulled out messages.Aws♥️
Y/n I'm sorry
Please don't do this. What I said wasn't okay and I'm really sorry. Please just let me know if you're okay.
I hate when we fight.Geoffrey
Y/n I hate doing this but awsten is worried
I hope you guys figure things out.Sam💕
Hey awsten texted me and told me you took off. Are you okay? Please text me back.I texted Sam back and explained what happened.
I told her some lyrics came to mind."I love you, you love me but not in the same way."
"We fuck, we fight then you call me a psycho."
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