Stolen Hearts | Chaennie

Chapter 29

All night I couldn't sleep considering what Jennie had told me, I booted my blanket clasping onto my hair. What have I done? Did I not make her feel loved enough to make her believe in me?

Someone struck on my door I wasn't in a mood to see anyone's face right now though I unlocked the door.

"Aren't you going to work?" My mother questioned.

"No" I expressed without even skimming at her as I closed the door hurling myself onto the bed.

Does all of my friends know what's going on between our friend circle about me or Wendy? I scroll through my phone wanting to call Jennie yet I don't know how should I call after what I have stated to her. I must have hurt her by my incoherent actions which I also don't understand.

All day I lay on the bed gazing up at the ceiling, I didn't brush my teeth I didn't shower I simply asked myself what was wrong with me. Till afternoon I still didn't get the answer and whenever I close my eyes I see Jennie. Does my heart beat for her?

I place my palm on my heart, it does.

My phone rang I caught my manager calling me I acknowledged I hadn't informed anyone that I would be going there. I knew I should inform them about me when I put my phone on flight mode and I asked myself do I deserve Jennie?

Wiggling my fingers on my chest lingering for an explanation and it says, I don't.

I hurt Jennie.

I fucking hurt her.

The more I think about it the more I feel my heart clenching in a fist, I think of Wendy and I don't feel the kind of desire I feel for Jennie. Jennie told me to sort out my feelings but I don't understand what I need to sort out. Should I leave my childhood friends to make her believe how much I like her?

No, I won't do that.

I got up trailing my fingers on the bookshelves in my room, shutting my eyes I picked up a book to read. I hope this will answer all of my questions. I began reading and like usually I forget myself while reading, I couldn't I kept pondering what Jennie might be doing.

Should I call her? But she wanted to give us a break, what if she got furious and wouldn't ever speak to me?

Yet again if I was her I would certainly want someone to reach out to me. Right now I want no one except me, my bed and my book. I put my earbuds on playing my reading playlist, at first I didn't like the book until I reached the middle of it and when I completed the book it was already 2 a.m. of next day.

I strolled into my room brooding about anything except Jennie yet my brain kept going back to the conservation we had and till now we haven't spoken.

"Attraction? Seriously? After all these rollercoaster feelings I have felt, lying to my parents or everyone only to spend 5 minutes extra with her was all attraction? She literally slapped my feelings by saying them attraction" I groaned into my pillow as soon as I woke up the next morning.

"Distraction that's all she is and you would know it soon. I won't stop you if you go after her even though it gonna hurt like a bitch but what do you think how long she's gonna stay with you? 5 months? 8 months? A year maybe then what? Are you gonna go after her to another country?"

I was getting ready for work though I shook my head heading out without anything except my phone I certainly had no idea if I was doing right but I must do something. I pressed the 7th floor in the elevator taking deep breaths I made my way to the apartment and when I was about to knock on the door I couldn't turn away and gave up.

What the fuck I'm thinking?

I was about to knock when the door fanned causing me to widen my eyes instantly regretting my decision to come here. Irene lifted her brows at me as she twisted her wrist looking at the time in watch. She was ready to go to work in a suit and had a cup of coffee in her hand.