୨୧ Gone ୨୧ Ragatha x Jax ୨୧ The Amazing Digital Circus ୨୧ Angst

Dreams

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~Jax's POV~

I walked down the hall towards Ragatha's room. I knocked on her door.

No answer.

I knocked again. "Doll Face you in there?~" 

No answer again.

"Thats wired...-" I grabbed a key from my pocket that can open Ragatha's dorm room. I opened her room door slightly. "Ragatha... you in here?"  All of the lights were off but there was some light coming from the corner. It was bright but dark at the same time. It was flickering multiple colors...

I opened the door full and started at Ragatha and dropped the key. 

"No, no, no-" I felt my heart racing. I was breathing hard and fast I didn't know what to say or do. I was in shock. I stared at her and the drawings on her wall. A drawing with a doll and pins in her. A bunch of exit doors, multiple eyes everywhere, Creepy drawings...

She abstracted...

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I woke up from dream with my eyes wide open. My heart was beating fast I felt like crying. The dream felt so real I couldn't calm myself down. I heard Knocking at my door, but I couldn't say anything. I felt like I was having a Panick attack, and I couldn't control it. I felt like I was going to die.

"Jax? Are you in there?" A girl voice asked.

Again, I stayed silent but this time whimpering silently with my ears down.

The door opened to reveal a Ragdoll standing at the door. "Jax...?" She asked concerned as always. "Are you alright?"

 She came closer to me to reveal my bed having little water droplets on them from my tears that were forming in my eyes from my nightmare. 

Ragatha noticed I was breathing hard and hugged me to let me know everything was okay. I hugged her back not wanting to let go and for this hug to last forever. With the nightmare I just had I didn't want to let go of Ragatha.

I dont know what this feeling is but I find it cringe I dont like it but I dont hate it either. 

After a few minutes she let go of my and wiped my face.

 "What happened are you alright...?"

I nodded a little slowly because I didn't know the answer to that question myself.

"I know your lying to me Jax... just let me know I could maybe help you." 

"I-I'm fine doll face-..." I felt embarrassed from her seeing my like this so declined her offer. 

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~Ragatha's POV~

This was actually surprising. Jax crying is something I would never think to see in the rest of my life. But it was actually kind of cute. He had his ears down and his eyes were glossy. I wonder what made him become like that.

I really wanted to know. It must have been something or someone important than because I know no one could make Jax cry like that. He wasn't even like that on his first day here.

"If you need to talk then I'm here for you-" I said kind of sad to see him in this state. He nodded to my response.

"What did you need?" his voice got deeper. I'm pretty sure it happens to everyone when they start crying but I can't say that for Gangle. Her voice is always squeaky. And she's 5 years older than Jax is what I find surprising.

"I um... Just wanted to let you know that Caine has a new adventure for us today...-" I said quietly. 

We both stayed quiet for a few minutes before he said something.

"I don't want to go-" The purple bunny said.

"Alright Jax I won't force you." 

I got up and hug Jax before walking away I felt something thug on my dress. I looked behind me and Jax was holding on to my dress tightly while looking down at the floor.

"I don't want you to go either...-"

"Huh?"

"Stay-..."

"But Jax I really need to-"

"Please..." He mumbled.

"..."

That was the first time that Jax actually said please to anybody here. He never showed any respect for anyone. Always pushing and tripping me around anytime I walk and breaking Gangle's comedy mask for fun.

I guess he is actually caring and sweet at sometimes but just doesn't like to show it unless something really bothers him that much. I wonder what could be bothering him now.

I walked back and sat next to Jax on his bed, and he laid down and didn't say anything.

It was super quiet, and I was kind of nervous. I was just staring at his room. It was very different then everyone else's because our rooms were based off our bodies. Just like how I'm a ragdoll my room is like a dollhouse, But I never seen anybody Elses rooms until now.

 Jax's room was the first I saw. It was super plain. It only had a ball that could fit someone in it. I think it's to run around in or something. It was very dusty though, so I don't think he uses it. I continued to look around and saw a bunch on keys on a certain wall that had labels on them.

Ragatha's Room Key, Gangle's Room Key, Kinger's Room Key, Pomni's Room Key, Kaufmo's Room Key, Zooble's Room Key, My Room Key, Exit Key?, Exit Key?, Exit Key?, Exit Key?...

So many Exit keys... Why does he have so many? Was he trying to find a way to get out?

"Hey Jax-"

I was about to ask what all of the exit keys were about and the rest of my questions, but I looked down and saw that he was sleeping. His ears were down, and he was calm once again.

I leaned back and decided to stay here with him in case something happens to him again.

 I closed my eyes and slowly fell asleep next to him.

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