୨୧ Gone ୨୧ Ragatha x Jax ୨୧ The Amazing Digital Circus ୨୧ Angst

Secret

(I want to make it easier for you guys to read so I'm going to type normally so you can fully understand what they are saying! :3)

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~Jax's POV~

Ragatha hasn't said anything while we were both walking together for the past 9 minutes. I'm starting to worry that something is wrong...-

"hey doll face-"

"huh?-"

"Are you alright?..."

I stopped walking and looked at her. I noticed a form of blush on her face. I can't tell that much from the glitching. I wonder if she's in pain-

Who am I kidding- of course she's in pain, and the worst part of that is that I'm the reason why she's down here.

"I'm alright Jax!" She said while smiling slightly.

"Are you not in any pain?" I asked concerned.

"I am Jax but you're making it less painful by being here with me." 

...

I found myself blushing a lot when she said that. I'm making it less painful by being here with her. 

My ears went up again and I covered my face with my hands. I can't believe she said that. 

"Jax?"

My mind was running I can't believe she said that. I held her hand a little tighter. 

I want to ask her if she likes anyone here...

I know it's probably not me It wouldn't hurt to ask right?-

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~Ragatha's POV~

I wonder if I said something wrong- He held my hand tighter, and I blushed at that. 

He was hiding his face with his hands. I was about to ask him if I said something alright. But he beat me to it. 

"Do you like anyone here?"

I never expected that type of question. I don't know what type of answer I should give him. 

"Why?" I asked.

"Just curious-" he said while removing his hand from his face and we continued to walk in silence.

I noticed his ears go a little down and he looked a little sad as if I hurt his feelings. I feel bad now-

"Sorry If I hurt your feelings Jax-" 

"It's alright- I just thought you would trust me enough to tell me doll face." 

"I do trust you it's just... complicated-" 

I honestly do trust Jax, but I just didn't want to confess my feelings towards him. 

If I maybe did then it would have a chance of messing up our whole relationship that we built together if he didn't feel the same way...-

"What's so complicated?" He asked. 

"I not sure if they like me back...-" I said quietly. 

"I'll help them like you back if you want doll face."

"You can't-"

"Why not?"

"B-Because you just can't, okay?!-" I raised my voice while looking down and letting go of Jax's hand. "I-I'm scared that I'll lose them if I even confess my feelings... E-Everything that we went through together w-wouldn't matter anymore. They won't see me the same way again-..." 

"I don't want to lose them..."

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~Jax's POV~

I can hear Ragatha crying a little and I saw her glitching started getting faster. I hugged her and tried to calm her down. 

"...It's alright Doll face-" I said quietly while rubbing her back. Even though it hurted me because I knew I wasn't going to be that person I still wanted to be there for her.

She hugged me back tightly while calming down a little. 

"I'm pretty sure whoever you love will love you back- As far as I know you're the nicest, kindest, and prettiest doll I've ever meet- whoever that person is that you love turned you down would be there fault not yours." I said while meaning everything in those words. 

I don't like being nice, but she needed it, and I could tell this topic was important to her. Just like how she's important to me. 

"T-thank you-" she mumbled. "a-and I'm sorry for raising my voice at you Jax... you didn't deserve it-..."

"It's alright- It was my fault anyways."

We both stayed quiet for a few minutes still hugging. She is honestly maybe the best hugger out of everyone in this whole circus.

"We should maybe get going..." I spoke.

I felt her nodded and we both held hands so none of us would get lost and continued walking to find an exit to this Celler.

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(This chapter took very long because I didn't have that many Ideas so if there is something that you would love to see then please tell me! >:3)