DANNY P.O.V
"Can you try make it rougher? Not actual screaming, more like using a bit more raspy voice." Ben's been busting my ass all soundcheck.
I didn't wanna scream, and I tried to make it sounds okay without actually doing that. I was done with discussing and having arguments about it.
"Fine, I'll try." But I knew that during the show I would just do it my way again.
"Thanks, mate. I know it's something you rather don't do but these songs need it. The fans need it." He hugged me quickly.
I didn't hug him back. I haven't for a long time. It's not that I hate him. I've just been with him for so long and this band. We've been close to each other for too long. We're close to crashing and we all knew it.
"I'm starving!" James pulled Ben by his arm away from me.
"I know just the place, James!" Sam ran out of the building followed by Ben and James.
"Danny, wanna come?" Cam walked a bit in front of me.
"Not that hungry actually."
"It's okay, mate. You wanna go somewhere on your own?"
"Yeh, I think I'll just stay here or something."
Cam nodded and walked off. I sighed. They'll be gone for about two hours. And I think the girls are somewhere shopping or whatever.
I walked back to the bus. I heard laughter come from inside. I opened it to find Rose talking to her phone. I waved and sat down on the sofa.
Rose was talking in Dutch. I sometimes would hear names and words as awesome or nice. She used fucking a lot too.
"I'm sorry, that was an old friend of me." She smiled and put her phone on the table.
"How did it go?"
"As usual. Ben said I should try and scream. For the fans."
"Do it for Ben, Danny. You mean a lot to him." Rose sat down next to me.
"Fuck Ben, I can't do this anymore. The only thing that keeps me here is-"
"Is Chiara, I know. And that's not right. The music should keep you here. The band should. Not some girl."
"How do you know?"
"I can see it. And I can see that you know it's not right."
"Only four more shows then we can go home."
"Four?!"
"Uh, yes. I thought Sam would've told you."
"Not yet, I guess. Only four shows, fuck!"
"Relax! Sam was going to tell you, I'm sure."
"That's not what I'm worried about, dickhead. I can't go with him!"
"Sure you can." I didn't understand her confusion.
"No, I can't. I'm lucky a friend could take over my store for this short time. But I can't go to the US! I've got a whole life build up here!"
"The others will have to decide too. Guess you need to talk about this with them."
I felt a bit awkward since this was the first time she heard and she was slightly freaking out.
"Rose, I'm really sorry but I have to get back." I rubbed her head and walked towards the door. It swung open and Chiara and Luna came barging in.
"I need your help, desperately!" I heard Rose say as I closed the door.
