love or lies? (Tom Kaulitz)

rough racing

After that "thing" in the room Tom told me "get ready and we will finish this after the race." which i already knew was not gonna end well for me either.

Today in general was just not a good day for me. I got dressed and Sophie told me to wear something slutty cause since i'm Toms girl i need to "stand out more" so Sophie forced me to wear a low rise jean pleated mini skirt,a white cami tank top,some white heels and a white jacket. It looked nice but i hated it, it was the most uncomfortable thing ever.

I did my hair and make up before i went downstairs towards the kitchen again where everyone was waiting. I look at Tom and he looks back at me with blush on his cheeks. I roll my eyes and sit on a bar stool while we wait to leave.

10minutes later we left and we soon a arrived at the race spot. It was so busy there.

Their was many fan girls for Tom so i soon understood what he meant by many girls would kill for this position i'm in except me. I saw people constantly coming in and out of the bar getting drinks and placing bets on racers.

Loads of girls pushed me Liz, Amelia and sophie to get to the boys. "ugh get off me you little slags!." Liz yells as girls push and shove us out the way. Bill instantly notices and starts pushing the girls away so he can reach Liz. Their relationship was so perfect unlike them rest of ours. Tom was sweet some times and that was only if he wanted something. I couldn't say the same for Georg and Gustav cause Sophie doesn't like talking to us about that kind of stuff, she finds it all gross to talk to friends about and well.. obviously Amelia doesn't talk to us at all.

We all hear a horn blow three times so the racers know it's time to get into the cars.

"Ready to loose Kaulitz?." an old man chuckles to Tom.

"cmon cameron you know i never loose." Tom spits back as he climb into his car and gets ready.

A tiny girl walks out with a flag purposely making her thighs rub together as she struts in her mini skirt.

"Ready..." she lifts the flag down "set..." she lifts her arms into a T shape "Go!" she cheers as she lifts the flag up high and the cars all zoom past.

All the fan girls cheer the guys names and all the people that bet on the racers watched them thirstily.

I watch Toms sleek black car zoom past everyone.

I see him flip his car so it faces his opponents. "what is he doing he's gonna loose?!." i say confused.

He then speeds us as he faces the opponents and i see him laughing as he sticks his middle finger up.

Seconds later i hear his car come to a screaming stop as the judges cheer. "another race won by Tom Kaulitz!."

Tom climbs out his car and fan girls instantly run over to him.

I roll my eyes feeling that strange rush of annoyance again. But as i pull and annoyed face he walks over behind me without me realising. "someone's jealous.." he chuckles. I jump at him appearing behind me "don't do that!..." i say holding my chest then i continue "am not..." "Sure Yians..if your not jealous pigs must be able to fly.." he smiles as he looks down at me and teases me.

"you wish i was jealous.." i look up at him and nudge him. "i don't have to wish cause you are.." he smirks and nudges me back.

"Whatever, can we go home?." i change the subject. "Sure,let's go we can all celebrate tomorrow but tonight we're having a night in." Tom announces to everyone as we walk towards his car.

We get home and everyone gets into pyjamas.

Then everyone all picks a movie we should all watch. "what about this one?." Liz smiles as she lays on Bills chest. "why not? it looks fun." Tom smiles.

He seems in a better mood after that race but now we wait and see how long that good mood will last for..

"Lay on my chest Yians.." Tom says as he watches me sitting uncomfortably. I go to say no but he raises his eyebrows and i lay down on his chest as i watch the movie.

A few hours later, we had watched loads of movies. " Bill... can we go to bed it's midnight.." Liz mumbles as she rubs her eyes. "can we as well baby?..." Sophie says to Georg as she sits up a bit and kisses his cheek. Amelia says the same to Gustav but he's already asleep on the sofa.

"I think we all need to go to bed..." i whisper and smile.

Everyone agrees and we all head upstairs.

"We still need to talk about yesterday Yians.." Tom says as we get to his room.
"Can we do this tomorrow..." i mutter in a sleepy tone. "We could but i don't want too... today would be much more easier." Tom reply's.

"So explain it to me Yianna.. why was you so mad about that girl?.." he says getting closer making me back up into the same corner from earlier. "Tom.. not right now please..." i sign already getting irritated.

"I said explain Yianna. And when i tell you to do something... Fucking do it.." he says a bit louder.

"fine!... the truth is.. i don't know Tom.." i groan. "That's just not gonna do is it?." he sighs in annoyance. "i fucking hate you Yianna... you don't even wanna have sex with me so why is it a problem?." he says loudly "god you annoy me so much... i hate it.." he mutters before he roughly smacks his lips into mine and kisses me with passion and
then pulls away. "Fuck you Tom.. your such a dick!." i say trying to push him away but then he puts his face close to mine before he starts aggressively kissing me and i do the same back.