there's this new guy in school
and he's honestly cool.
i describe him as
a fictional like character
because i can't believe people
like him in real life exist
and not just in books i read.
serious expression, cold aura, glasses
seriously i want to tear some paper in pieces.
what is this guy doing to me?
admiring someone, is he the key?
but i don't fall and like someone directly
but i also tend to hide my feelings secretly
and now i'm confused if i'm being denial or not
i don't have the realization or gut
yes i'm pathetic
i get it.
now i want to cuss
he's making my heart fuss
and i'm now very confused.
the hell is wrong with me?
can i slap myself already?
realized i'm counting off
from one to three
ouch.
i slapped myself hardly.
and i still can't accept the fact
that i'm thinking of him now hesitantly.
and i barely know him at least.
why on earth am i doing this?
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raindrops
Poetrywords that drizzles, falls, and showers like raindrops through me but doesn't fall visibly.