Loser Gets Kissed on the Mouth

Cinema

The others start climbing out of the pool, Louis says he's going to go grab some shot glasses while Harry passes the mirror coaster to Ed.

This is so much fun, I can't believe my life right now.

We all do a couple of rounds of shots of Patron, a few of us do another line or two.

Everyone is laughing, broken off in side-conversations.

Harry is holding me from behind, and when Dom looks over, he puts his hand in my lap again.

Dom pushes his tongue roughly on the inside of his cheek, giving the illusion of a dick in there, while making eye contact with Harry.

Louis had been unaware of it for a second, his eyes lost in a deep thought, but he finally looks over and notices the exchange.

Louis locks eyes with me, and grabs his own dick, bucking his hips while doing so.

It looks like an impulsive move, he licks his lips and looks up at Dom.

Dom moves Louis' hand away from himself, and replaces it with his own, stroking lightly.

"Another round of shots then, and we're off to bed." Louis declares, suddenly.

"You guys please, make yourselves at home, help yourselves to whatever...stay as long as you'd like..." he says to the others.

"But you three, you're all coming with me." He says authoritatively, motioning between us. No one puts up a word of argument.

Harry looks up at me, he looks a little fucked up, but has an elated expression on his face. I realize I'm pretty fucked up too.

He shoots me a questioning look. 'Are you okay?' Without actually speaking or moving his lips.

I flash him an ear to ear smile and nod once, but then pull my face together to tone down my enthusiasm.

We all do one more shot, and everyone starts moving inside, most of them going to bed.

Not us though, apparently we're just getting started.

We walk up the floating staircase after saying good night to everyone else.

Ed and Brian are still on the couch but everyone else is done.

Louis and Dom are ahead of me as we walk into the huge bedroom. Harry is behind me.

Before I know it, there's a hand around my waist. It's not Harry, he's in front of me holding the glass box with both hands.

Dom is next to him. Louis is next to me, and it's taking a few moments to realize that it's Louis' hand, pushing me in Dom's direction.

"Do it again" Louis says in a flat, dominant voice. My breath hitches, and my adrenaline starts pumping.

Dom looks at me, he has a flash of concern in his eyes, but he definitely wants me.

"You're good love?" Dom asks, softly. "You want this?" He knows the answer, but he's confirming.

I look at Harry, who is watching with a delighted look on his face.

I give him a look, making sure he's okay with it, that he answers with a single encouraging nod.

"I want this." I say definitively. It's the honest truth. I don't know what to do exactly, but I want to find out what happens.

I realize I have an entirely different thing with Dom. I like him. He's intense and emotional, everything I was never allowed to be.

It occurs to me in this moment, how insanely attracted to him I am. I sort of knew all day, but it felt like part of my brain was denying it.

I think it was the part of me that was unsure if he wanted me. With the way he's looking at me now, there's no question in my mind.