TW: Mental health trouble, not taking care of ones self mention
It's not that I have no motivation to write
It's that my brain is so unwell
It won't function like it used to
I don't eat
I don't sleep
I don't go outside
I stay inside
And I keep myself suffocated in work
And I cannot complete that work
I'd love to write
I'd love to write my heart out
If I were able to
Part of me knows I can
I could
If I'd only help myself get better
But it is not so easy to do so
Every time I try
I fall back down
To the bottom
Of my mind
All over again
Every step I take
I shake
I feel I have no one to blame for my state
Well, right now, I do not
But at the start, I may have
But dwelling on that is a fool's game
And I choose not to be a fool
So while I'll wallow in sorrow today
One day
I hope
I'll get better one day
My brain wouldn't stray
And I'd be happy to say
I can write
I have finished what I wrote
What was once an idea
Is a reality
I hope
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My brain's been acting up T-T
(Technically my friend gave me the idea to write this but I didn't plan on it and forgot about it- TvT)
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