TW: Death and thoughts of suicide hinting
One day
I'll have to go
Right now I do not want to go
Most of my life I wanted to go
I don't know why only now
I don't want to go
It's scary
Leaves my heart racing
I have no choice
One day I will have to go
I don't want this to end anymore
Now I see
It's so much more nice than I thought it could be
I never stopped to look
A real good look
While it will be scary to die
The real fear is not being able
To worry, about being dead
Although I know, I'll never fully be gone
Because my soul will live on
I doubt I will feel
The things I have felt
Sometimes things hurt
But to me, hurtings been better than feeling nothing
At least it has been emotionally
I look at those around
Knowing I'll miss them so
Whether I go before them
Or they go before me
It'll be painful I know
But the cycle must go
So I'll stay here for a while
Cry about it till tomorrow
And try and move on
And once I do
It'll all be gone by tomorrow
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My brain really hates me- It never lets me stop thinking about this
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