Some Things Worth Fighting For {SkyDoesMinecraft}

Smile For The Camera

Chapter Six: Smile For The Camera

Aria's POV

I got up and walked over to my closet, grabbing my blue hoodie, some dark Jeans, and blue flats.

I grabbed my phone and texted anyone and everyone who meant anything at one point.

To Sydni and Ally

Stay strong guys. I love you too more than you know, your my sisters. Help Adam through this, please?

To Andrea

I know you thought this was best, but it wasn't. Your my sister and I love you. Don't hide this from Anna, please.

To Adam

I love you.

I but my lip and powered down my phone.

I sighed and turned my phone to silent. It was 4:30 in the morning. I walked toward the door, grabbing the SnapBack Jerome had given me forever ago and putting it on my head backwards. I sighed and walked outside.

"Where were you" I whispered to myself while walking, "when everything was falling apart."

"All my days were spent by the telephone" I sang, "that never rang, and all I needed was the call that never came."

"Lost and insure"

"Aria what happened?" he asked sticking his hand out.

"P-please" I said in between sobs, "d-don't hurt me"

"I won't, let me help you" he said with calm eyes.

"Why do you want to help m-me" I said still crying my eyes out, who wouldn't?

"Because I now know" he said sticking his arm out.

"You found me, you found me" I whispered, "lying on the floor"

I began crying running into the kitchen, opening and closing every possible thing, plates, glasses, everything shattering on the floor.

Glass...

I grabbed a broken piece sitting on my knees, harshly slicing at myself. What am I doing? The only smart thing. This is smart?

"God damned it" I yelled throwing the glass piece at the wall, making it shatter into more pieces.

"Aria..."

"Surrounded, surrounded" I whispered a tear slipping down my face as I continued to walk taking a left into the woods. "I've been waitin for days and days and days and never left me no messages!" I yelled and began running, trying to get to the bridge faster.

"You never sent me no letters!" I yelled again, "you've got some kind of love, that's like an all out war" I yelled then tripped and fell.

"Lost and insecure" I whispered getting up seeing the bridge in the distance, "you found me you found me" I walked towards it, "lying on the floor"

I broke down once again, falling to my knees before slashing at my skin. I broke the promise long ago, so it shouldn't pain me.

However it does, he's always around me, no matter how much I want the memories to go away, they don't.

"Where were you? Where were you?!" Tears streamed down my face as I ran to the bridge crossing a busy street, somehow not getting hit, bummer.

I grabbed the bridge railing, "where were you? Where were you?" I whispered following the railing to the middle of the bridge.

"Just a little late" I whispered climbing over and holding on to it behind me. People stopped their cars and got out, creating a small circle around me. They yelled at me to get back, like they cared at all.

"Why'd you have to wait.." I whispered holding on with one hand.

"Just a little late" I whispered turning around looking at everyone, I sighed.

"Smile for the camera sweetie!" My mom called.

I looked into a camera, taking my one hand I was holding onto the railing with and waved.

With that I let go of everything, a small smile on my face as I fell to the rushing water below.

This is freedom.
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