Some Things Worth Fighting For {SkyDoesMinecraft}

Lost

Chapter Eight: Lost

Adam's POV

You know that saying, you never know what you have until you lose it?

What happens when you know what you have? Aria was different, I knew what I had, I always thought, 'damn I'm lucky' and now.. not so much.

I starred at the TV until I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around to see Ian there. He smiled lightly in that 'It'll be okay' kind of way.

I turned back to see the TV was off and most of the lights were too, no telling how long they have been off.

"It's late Adam" Ian whispered, "not sleeping won't help." I nodded and got up, I slowly wandered my way to my room.

I closed the door behind me and looked at the room, a few pictures on my nightstand, my phone there as well.

I picked it up and sat on the edge of my bed. Pasted on the front.

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🌟💗Aria💗🌟

I love you.

I froze. I read it again to make sure I wasn't stupid, it shown right back at me, 'I love you.' I never got to tell her the same.

I replied with, 'I love you too. forever and always.' But will never read it, she's dead. It's just the thought that counts.

I sighed and put my phone back down. I fell back onto the bed feeling sleep take over as I drifted away.

~<>~ Dream World ~<>~

I walked around a completely black world. I could see myself, like if I put my hand in front of me I could see it. This is trippy.

"Where were you when everything was falling apart?" Aria voice rang through my head.

"Aria?" I asked turning circles looking around. I tripped over my own feet and fell onto my butt.

"All my days were spent by the telephone, that never rang. All I needed was the call, that never came" her voice rang clear through my mind again. I never even called.

I looked around again, trying to follow the voice. I saw a figure, far away from me. Blue jacket, brown hair, facing away from me. "Aria!"

"In the end, everyone ends up alone" she sang, "losing her.. the only one who's ever known, who I am, who I'm not who I wanna be" I felt a tears roll down my face, "no way to know, how long she will be next to me." I began bawling, who wouldn't. It all made sense, every bit of it.

"Aria!" I screamed at her, trying to get her attention, "Ari-ah!" I felt the ground disappear as I felt like I was falling..

~<>~ World World ~<>~

I shot up in my bed looking around. Its my fault. It's so clear, she ended her life because of me, she thought I didn't want her anymore, I never called.. Why didn't I call!

I felt tears make there way down my face, Aria's gone, she won't come back, and it's all my fault.
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