𝐶𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑙❥ᵏ.ᵇᵃᵏᵘᵍᵒ

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Katsuki Bakugou

I didn't know what I was thinking really. Maybe because I'd gone weak. Maybe because I've denied everything for so long that it came back to bite me in the ass. Either way I probably deserved this.

I hurt everyone around me. I was a prisoner of my own mind and I was selfish. I'd always been selfish till the end. Everyone saw the worst in me when all I wanted was to show my best.

Eijirou.. I didnt even know why he cared this much. He was a fool. He cared so much for me when I barely even paid him any attention. I used him.

I used everyone.

(Name). I couldn't bring myself to accept the weird feeling I get when I'm with her. I thought she was my weakness, a distraction. Then I started to blame myself for indulging with her when I should've just shut her down. But she wasn't even giving up at all. I don't know If I hated or loved that about her.

I tried to distance myself by being with someone else. It was when I realised that I was scared of (Name). I was scared because she made me feel so vulnerable. Her touch was fire to my skin every time we accidentally brushed against each other.

I was scared of what I'd do if I lost her. I didn't want her to become a weakness of mine. She was too important that I couldn't risk it. I pushed her away.

- x -

She was whispering to that pink haired girl, looking a bit terrified. I walked in as usual, minding my own business.

"Mina.. I accidentally ate Bakugou-kun's ramen in front of him. Please help me get more! I dont know where to get them!" She whisper-yelled, not realising that I could practically hear her.

I smirked, leaning back on my chair as I kept listening in.

"Ehh!? How did you not die!?" Mina asked, slapping a hand to her mouth. "Yes I'll help you! I know where he gets his ramen."

"Gahh! I love you so much Mina-chan!" (Name) sighed in relief, hugging her.

- x -

That was the first time I ever noticed her really. I saw her from time to time but that was the moment I started paying attention to her. She was a girly girl who loved all things pastel and cartoon characters. Heck she still had Sanrio and Pompurin keychains and stickers on her bags.

And as much as I hated to admit it.. it was cute.

Countless of times she had made me lose my train of thought. There were even times that I'd be glad to even just be near her.

It was when I almost her lost her that something in me snapped. It was one of the first time I was truly scared.

- x -
We had gone on another training camp in the beginning of the semester. Although this time it was indoors instead of in a forest. Though it was much more protected, it didn't stop villains from coming in and attacking. We were used to this.. villains.

We had captured different villains with different powers. So this should be easy. Thats what I thought. I don't know why we were always the target of these guys but it always gave me motivation to fight.