Only God Can Judge Me

Chapter 14

I sit up to prepare myself for his speech.
He walks in and sits on the edge of the bed facing me.
"You know we just tryna help right ?", he says.
"Yes , I do , but I'm fine".
He just sighs.
"Kay , its OK , let it out , you cant hold it all in", he says scooting closer to me.
And at that I begin to cry.
"I gave him everything, and he took my son ", I yell sobbing uncontrollably.
He pulls me into his arms.
"Its OK baby , he's in a better place", he coos.
All you can hear is my sniffles and hiccups.
After about 10 minutes I get up and climb under the blankets.
"I love you", I whisper.
He smiles and kisses my cheek.
"I love you too".

*

The next morning I woke up under pac's arm .
I just lay there and admire his face.
When he wakes up he chuckles at the fact I was staring.
"My moms coming out here today , I was thinking you could meet her?", he asks smiling.

Awww shit. Nope.

"Surreee", I say nervously .

He just laughs and gets up.
"We have to hit up the mall first", he says .
I nod in agreement .
"Lemme get dressed".

I brush my teeth and all that .
I decide on a jersey and some tights . I flat iron my hair and put on my snap back backwards like pac.
When I get out the bathroom pac smiles all cute.
"You look like me ," he says laughing.
I roll my eyes playfully.
"Lets go".

We walk outside on the porch and down the path to his car ,
Like a gentleman he opens the door for me.

*

We're walking in the mall and every ten seconds somebody want a picture or a autograph.

If I was pac I woulda said no , but he treats every fan the same , he a real genuine guy.

We arrive at a piercing shop.
"I think I should get a nose ring babe ", I say looking at pac.

"That would be savage", he says looking at me.

He holds me hand as we run in.

"I want a nose piercing," I tell the man.
He is tattoed all over , and his name tag says Adam.
He even has an outsiders ink shirt on. I giggle to myself as he leads us to the back.
I lay on the chair as he rubs acholol on my nose.
He places the piercing gun on my nose and I squeeze Pac's hand.

*30 minutes Later*

I sit in Pac's car when he gets in.
"Its cute baby , I like it", he says poking my cheek .
I smile as he begins the drive to his moms house.

Here we go.