The unexpected audition

final preparations : Part 17

We found a bench near the forest and decided to sit for a bit while Ottis had been chasing the birds around the pound near by.

I had laid my head on Leon's shoulder and he kissed forehead looking ahead facing the direction in which otitis had been .

"So after being caught by Lena and Faiyza what do you think ?" .

I had spoke cautiously not trying to freak him out.

" Oh uhm yes, I guess we need to decide on how to deal with this matter are we going to-." 
he cleared his throat waiting for me to answer

It was funny naturally after that night of officially declaring our feelings and well finally officially dating.

It all felt like we were moving fast but not fast at all,  there was no waiting period or this cat and mouse game being played,
we just did
there was no awkwardness really.

Everything just felt natural the new found intimacy, that had been incorporated into our lives together .

it all just felt natural but the newness was only  now felt in this moment when we were having the discussion over making our realationship actually public or not .

We both burst out laughing fully feeling the new akwardeness of being a new couple.

"  I think you mean tell people? " 
I finshed his sentence after our little laugh session.

"yes "
he looked up at the sky happy he didn't further have to explain

I smiled "Well, I think the only really important people in our lives need to know, I would love for my parents to know but I think it's a little too soon".

I laughed

"I  think you're right, I don't mind  people knowing, in fact if I could declare to the world that 'Ive finally got the woman of my dreams  mine ."

"But  I do love that it's our little thing for now".
he gently kissed my forehead once more .

"we both finally decided that our relationship would not  be announced yet but something that we would not be hiding either  and like he said it would be our own little thing .

So with that we came back from the walk and enjoyed each other's company further with Ottis happiliy zooming around us.

I stayed over for three more days , those days had been the most happiest days I've had in a long time, it felt like we had been this little family, which scared me a little how were things so easy, in fact how on earth was one human supposed to do with this much happiness ?"

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"Ughhhh, do you really have to go ?".

Leon had been trying to stall me from finishing my packing.

"yes, as much as I love ,love being here I need to get work done".

" Oh but come on"

He had stopped playing with one of Ottis's  squeaky toy balls and had dropped it and had come up behind me .

He came to hug  me and kissing me by the crook of my neck and started  pouting.

"Stahpp Leon I really need to go"

I had spoken giggling a clear side of me  also not wanting to actually leave , not actually wanting him to stop fully embracing me either .

I let his scent infiltrate my nose joyfully before pushing him playfully away which didn't stop him from coming back to hug me.