♥︎ Part twelve ♥︎

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God, out of all situations you could've put me in

Why this?



I awkwardly came out of the bathroom and kept making excuses not to go to bed with him, and i guess he had enough of my stalling before grabbing my wrist and making me look at him.

"Whats wrong?"
I turned away from him and i whispered something that i didnt even understand

"We leave early come on itll be over before you know it"
He had a point

But i cant move

Which of course led to more embarrassment

He let go out my wrist and picked me up then dropping me on the bed

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING ARE YOU CRAZY?"

He put his pointer finger to my lips and shushed me



Nuh uh



Im not letting a dude shush me





I tried to get up but he held both of my wrist down and looked at me

 
STRAIGHT IN THE EYES.

Even though we were in the dark, i could tell he was just as embarrassed as i was

If he understood then why didnt he stop

"Muichiro you're scaring me..."

His grip on my wrist loosened

"Im sorry"

He got off of me and got in bed

Did i make him upset?

"Hey mui im sorry i didnt mean to make you upset"

I didnt get a respond

"Mui?"
I tapped his shoulder and i still didnt get a response

Because somehow he was already asleep

I need this mans sleeping skills like what.

I sighed before getting in bed too and it wasnt as embarrassing with him already being unconscious

This isnt so bad
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-MUICHIROS POV-

NO WAY FAKE SLEEPING WORKED

i wanted to save her some embarrassment by just simply pretending to be asleep and i didnt think it would actually work but im lucky it did.

After having my eyes closed for a while, it sounded like her breathing had calmed down which probably means she's asleep.

I got up slowly and turned around to see her and she was... hugging a pillow?

Oh thats right, she cant sleep without it

I remember before we got here Aoi gave me tips on how to put her to sleep quickly and i completely forgot about them, not too sure why i needed to know them either but i guess its good to know if this happens again.

These pillows were mad uncomfortable though

But i promised i wouldnt do anything weird

But this isnt really weird right

I mean, ive hugged her before

But this would be different

While i had a whole argument with myself in my mind, i felt her move closer to me.

Maybe shes cold?

I grabbed the blanket and moved it up to her shoulders and even then she still shivered


its one night... and its not even a bad thing why am i holding back so much


she moved closer


i was fine with her moving closer, as long as its nothing weird, we'll be fine


and as long as shes not awake i can do whatever

she turned around and faced me, still being asleep of course


wait


wheres her pillow


i looked around on the floor and i saw it just lying there


lifelessly


why does that pillow look depressed bro its an object

i started to get up to go grab it for her but she tugged on my shirt.


shes awake?


i turned back around and she was doing everything while still being unconscious


i need her sleeping skills fr


i just decided it would be easier to hug her and call it a night then go through all this unnecessary embarrassment.


shes so warm...


why was today so weird?


without another thought i picked her up and put her head and my chest and wrapped her arms around me


and it was easy


it was literally that simple


i closed my eyes and let the night do its work till morning


i hope she doesnt notice were like this


actually


i just hope this doesnt end

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REEHEHEHYSGFVBGJUBF IM SO BAD AT WRITING FLUFFY SCENES BRO HELP IVE NEVER EXPERIENCED ROMANCE BEFORE AND IT SHOWS💀😭

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