Red String || Yungi

Chapter V: You love me?

     

"𝙄 𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙔𝙤𝙪"

-M: what do you mean, you love me?
-I-I.....
-M: Yunho?

I just let go from his embrace and stared at the grass and played with the sleeves of my sweater in hope to relive stress.... But of course... It didn't work.... I was just getting more nervous cuz didn't say Anything... And the silence was making me wish to run and don't stop...

-M: Yunho? ..... Yunho answer me.
He said and raised his voice.
-I'm sorry. I let it quickly.
-M: Why are you sorry? He said still with his voice raised.
-You..... You weren't supposed to hear t-this....
-M: And why is that?
-I..... I..... I'm s-sorry...

And then I ran....

I didn't know where I was going but I ran as fast as I could......

I ran.... I was hearing voices telling me to come back.... But I ignored.... I ran...

And ran...

Till I bumped into someone.

-S: Yunho is everything ok?.... Why are you crying...? Who upsets you like this?
-I-I..... I d-dont know...

And then hugged him tight and cried hardly..... Hardly.....

After some time..... Another body was staying beside Seonghwa and was whispering something to Seonghwa.... I couldn't hear... But I knew who it was.... 𝙃𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙟𝙤𝙤𝙣𝙜..... He always does this..... He always stays and don't interrupt people... And I could saw his shadow..... It was shorter than Seonghwa's.....

I stayed like this till I stopped crying and then I felt another pair of arms embracing me...... And... Yeah... It was Hongjoong.

I think I was staying there like 1 hour..... And I felt again other 4 pair of arms hugging me..... It was surely Woo and San... Jongho and Yeosang.... They all came just to hug me.. They missed they're classes for me...... And I felt 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙙. And I started to cry again.... But from happiness....

-Your going to miss your classes if you stay here with me.
-S: I don't care.... I'd rather miss them. You are more important..
-H: I agree.... Anyways. I have music classes... And we do like nothing... I would rather stay here too.
-W:No! You are my bestie. You are more important than classes. I won't leave you for nothing in this world not even for San.
-S: I agree too.... I would rather stay alone than with Wooyoung knowing he helps you with something you need.
-J: Me and Yeosang hyung..... Well. We have P.E..... So we don't rush.
-Y: Yep.... I agree with all.. You are more important.
-Thank you guys..... It means a lot.
-S: No problem... We will be always with you when you need something.... Or want advice....
-H: Now that Yunho is all a smile again... Get the fuck outta here and go to your classes till I count to 5.. He said in a funny way making the others laugh and then... Started to run to their classes.
-Byeee! I said.
And they waved back.. And went to their classes...

For a moment I almost forgot what I did...

I confessed my feelings to Mingi.... Fuck I'm so stupid.

So I just went to the bathroom.... To avoid him.

I was walking through the hallways and saw Arin.

-A: Hey... Yunho..
-Y-yes?
-A: It's true..... You like M-Mingi?
-I-I....
-A: It's ok... You can tell me?  It's ok...
-Y-yes.....
-A: Please..... Don't tell Mingi what I'm about to tell you..... Come with me..

We went to a empty classroom...

-A: Please.. Don't tell Mingi.. He will be destroyed if he finds out....
-O-ok... What happened? I asked worried.
-A: My doctor. . . . Said... I have a really bad disease.... I have ischaemic heart disease...  And..... I W-wont.. Live more than 3-4 months....... She said on the verge of crying.....
-W-what? No! Please.. You must be kidding me....  I can't..... I can't believe it...
-A: I'm sorry...... So, so sorry..... After I won't be anymore on this Earth.... Please, promise me you will take care of Mingi..  Promise me you will live him unconditionally.... Promise me you two... Will-will... Take care of him... And will finish the things I started.. 
-What do you mean?
-A: To.... To not leave his side even in the darkest days...  To be loyal to him..... And one day your wish will become reality.
-What wish?
-A: To be with Mingi... Now is your time to prove me your good for him.... And prove me you two are soulmates....
-What soulmates?
-A: Yunho.... Don't prettend you don't know. I know you and Mingi are soulmates.... Mingi told me we are not meant to be... U was pretty glad I'm not... Cuz I couldn't be with him anymore... He told me he will hate the person he is mated with by the fate...... But please.... Prove me you are wrong and will make him live you and cherish you like he did to me.. Please...... In the next years be the strongest person I've ever meet.. Please......
-I-I..... W-will....... I said crying...

I went and hugged her....

-A:Please... If I won't be able to tell him before I go... Please tell him I loved him and I will live him...Till the world ends. Tell  him if I won't be able.. Tell him..... I want him to let me go... And find his true happiness... Cuz from up there... I will smile knowing he is happy.... Please love him like no one did.. Not even me.... Love him not with just your whole soul.. But with your whole being... Love every part of him.... All his self being.... Love him... Even if he won't.... But I'm sure he will... He will let me go. And learn to love you..... Like how I did..... Please... Promise you will love him unconditionally...
-I-I........ P-pro-mmise...... I will love him better than anyone did.
They linked they're pinkies and smiled sadly at each other....
-A: Thank you Yunho...... You don't know how much I thank you for taking him under your wing....
-No... Don't tank me... I should be the one thanking you for giving me the chance to show him how much I love him... And I promise you I will love him till the world ends... I will miss you... So much..
-A: Please.... In this months..... Stay with him as much as you can...... Thank you so much.....
-Thank you.... 

And they hugged each other thigh..

-You were the best sister I've ever had.. 
-A: You were the best brother and puppy I've ever meet.... I love you brother...
-You were the best sister I've ever had....

And they the went on their ways....

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𝙄'𝙢 𝙨𝙤 𝙨𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙨𝙤 𝙨𝙖𝙙... 𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙮𝙚𝙖𝙝.. 𝙋𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙢𝙚....

𝙄𝙩'𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙘𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙚𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙙.... 𝘼𝙣𝙙 𝙡𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪.. 𝙎𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙩𝙝𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙖𝙛𝙚. ❤❤❤❤