Chapter XI : Now, it's only us

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Last night it was a great night for him.... In one month he could sleep..... But only with Yunho....

He didn't took care of himself anymore. He didn't ate..... He only remembered to take care of him when Yunho was telling him too. He was surprised Yunho didn't get enough of his childish behavior... He was surprised Yunho still told him the same things to him without yelling or getting mad or something...

He was grateful for it. Very. He was feeling bad... Everything in him hurt... But the worst was his chest.

Another day of school finished for Mingi.

And now he was going through some old stuffs and photos of him and Arin.

He searched till he found a letter

𝐻𝑖, 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒.

𝐼𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑛𝑠 𝐼'𝑚 𝑎𝑙𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑦 𝑔𝑜𝑛𝑒. 𝐼'𝑚 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦. 𝐹𝑜𝑟 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑐𝑟𝑢𝑒𝑙 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑. 𝐼'𝑚 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑙𝑦 𝑠𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑦. 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑎𝑝𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑖𝑧𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑏𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑 𝐵𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑡𝑜 𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑎𝑙.. 𝑊ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑢𝑠 𝑑𝑜𝑛𝑒. 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑔𝑜. 𝑇𝑜 𝑚𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑜𝑛.. 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑎 𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑝 𝑖𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒. 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑥𝑡. 𝐼 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑎𝑡 𝑚𝑎𝑥𝑖𝑚𝑢𝑚. 𝐷𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑐𝑟𝑎𝑧𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑜 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑚𝑒. 𝐷𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠, 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠... 𝑌𝑢𝑛ℎ𝑜. 𝑀𝑎𝑦𝑏𝑒 ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑎 𝑏𝑖𝑔𝑔𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑎𝑛 𝑜𝑓 𝑟𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑟 𝑐𝑜𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑚𝑒. 𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑠𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑙𝑙 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦.. 𝐷𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑒.. 𝑌𝑜𝑢 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑀𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑖. 𝑂𝑛𝑒! 𝐿𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑦. . . 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑡𝑠 𝑜𝑓 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢... 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝐼'𝑚 𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚 𝑡𝑜𝑜. 𝑆𝑜 𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑙𝑒𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑔𝑜 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑎 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒. 𝐼𝑡'𝑠 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑜.

𝐺𝑜𝑜𝑑𝑏𝑦𝑒, 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒. 𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑚𝑒
𝐺𝑜𝑜𝑑𝑏𝑦𝑒 𝑀𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑖.
𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢.

That was all ur took for Mingi to break down... Crying again hard.... Outside it was raining heavily and he was standing like a depressed guy in his house...... He usually went to San or Jongho... On a rainy day like this.. But now he was looking at the past....

Reading Arin's letter he realized something.. Sometimes you need to let go of past even if it takes all your life.. Past is past living it again won't change it... It will only hurt you in bad and good ways. He loved Arin he really did. But now he promised Arin he will live his life without looking back. He was deep in his thoughts when he heard a knock at his door.

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