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— DECLARATION OF LOVE.
CHRIS PACED BACK AND FORTH IN HIS ROOM he hasn't seen Lydia since she stormed out of his room and he had finally reached out to her. She'd be coming over soon, Both Matt and Nick were at some meeting that Chris couldn't be bothered to go to. As soon as his bedroom door opened he immediately rushed over to embrace his girlfriend in a tight hug that she didn't return. Hs stepped back and took a look at her, she looked horrible.
she was in baggy black sweats and a large t-shirt that basically fit her like a dress, her hair was a wreck, her lips and eyes were all puffy too. And he felt like a total asshole for being the reason she looked like this. "What do you want" she dryly spoke. "I wanted to see you" Chris confessed. "why? i thought you needed space" Lydia reminded him of the things he said to her. Chris ran a hand through his hair "im so sorry, so fucking sorry. i dont know why i was acting like a complete and total douche but I love you. I love you so much. Its disgusting how much I love you. and i regret hurting you. Im really fucking sorry Lyds"
For some reason Chris felt guilty. Guilty for saying that he loved her. Guilty for apologizing. He felt like he was lying even thought he DID love her. "Its okay. I love you too" Lydia smiled weakly. A part of her didn't believe him. Chris sighed in relief before pulling into a tight hug again, one that she did return. "I'll never ever ever make you cry again" He promises "you better."
The blue eyed boy pulls her into a kiss, a kiss that made the whole world stop. He pulled her closer by her hips, his fingers grazed the ends of her shirt. "I missed you so fucking much" He admits, it was true he did miss her so why did a part of him feel guilty? why wasn't he feeling the way he did back in september?
