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"I hate getting flashbacks from things I don't want to remember"

As Wilbur made his way down the hallway heading to his next class, he decided to switch paths and take a turn left that lead to an off limits area.

Where a door that leads to the school rooftop is.

He quickly ran up the stairs and made his way to his usual spot where no one from outside could see him.

He sat down taking a deep breath and a sighing as he looked at the distance.

Why did I freak out and act like that over a stupid bracelet...

Karl will probably think I'm some mentally ill inside the head weirdo..

He thought while taking out a pack of smokes and lighting one up.

As he inhaled the smoke he rolled up his sleeve grabbing his bracelet out of anger.

He made a movement to rip it off but something inside him stopped him.

Why can't I throw it away, it's just a stupid bracelet I made when I was a kid...

It doesn't mean anything.. at least not anymore..

He thought to himself getting angry for not being able to move on.

Eventually letting go of the jewelry and lighting of the cigarette.

"Skipping class huh?"

A voice said as Wilbur turned around to be met with a Sapnap smirking at him.

He rolled his eyes as he had an annoyed look on his face.

Wich was quickly replaced by a huge smile.

When you first saw the two you would swear that they where enemies or just didn't get along with eachother but that was far from the truth.

They where like best friends but never showed it, they just didn't find the need to do so.

"I should have never showed you my spot Sap"

The brunette said resting his head back down at the wall while slightly laughing.

"You where a bit harsh on me back then don't ya think"

The boy said taking a seat next to Wilbur and nudging his shoulder.

"Pff you think? I mean you where being a dick to poor Karl for no reason"

Will said laughing.

"Karl..It suits him"

Sapnap said lighting up a cigarette.

"What?"

The taller boy said not quite understanding the others statement.

"I said his name suits him, aren't ya paying attention"

The shorter said staring at his friend.

"Really?"

The other said raising an eyebrow and looking at the boy.

"NO NO NO"

His friend said shaking his head in a way of denying something.

"Don't even think about it!"

Sapnap said pointing a finger at the others face.

"Okay okay"

Wilbur said putting his hands up in defeat.

"I'm just saying that you know you've never gone that soft on someoneee"

The boy said again smirking.

"I was only going soft cause he was new kid okay, and don't get any ideas and freak the boy out or out me to the entire school"

The short one said resting his head on his knees.

Shit Wilbur fucked up and he knew it,
Sapnap was feeling insecure about his sexuality once again and it was Wills fault.

You see Sapnap wasn't just your normal mean jock who had all the girls drooling over him, he had a secret a secret that only Wilbur knew.

Since highschool Nick started to realise that he didn't like girls the way other boys did.

At first he thought he just hadn't found the one, but soon he would find himself having crushes on boys and he hated it, he was disgusted with himself for being this way and soon fell into depression.

He tried to change himself by dating every girl possible hoping that one day he would like them.

And the sad part is that he still does..

He has only ever come out to Wilbur and he was scared of doing so, scared that his best friend would be disgusted by him and leave him.

But Wilbur didn't judge him he wasn't the type of person to do so.

Sure it was new to him and all but he would never care any less for someone he loved only because of their sexuality.

So he made sure to show Sapnap that it's okay if he liked boys and that it isn't something to be ashamed of.

"Hey I would never out you Sapnap you should know that, and I just want to see you happy man cause by dating every girl in school isn't automatically gonna turn you straight you know"

Wilbur said trying to comfort his friend.

"You don't know what it's like Wilbur, you get rejected by one girl and nothing happens no one bats an eye...I get rejected by one boy and boom I'm the schools weird gay kid that everyone picks on"

Sapnap spoke with a sad voice looking at his friend hoping to see a look of understandment in the others face.

"You know what? You're right, maybe i don't know what its like and maybe I'll never will but let me tell you this okay? Please never let anything stupid get in the way of the person you love okay, i don't care if it's your sexuality, your parents, siblings, school or some stupid rumours... cause believe me nothing hurts more than losing your special someone"

Wilbur said more like giving advice but it didn't seem like an advice to a friend but more like he was talking to his younger self, trying to warn him to not mess up something.

Maybe he didn't want his friend to feel what he felt or do the mistakes he did.

"Wow what happened to you dude?! Did you just turn into a fucking therapist or something?"

The boy said nudging his friend on the shoulder while laughing a bit.

Wilbur laughed and got up.

"Just looking out for my mate, oh and leave Karl alone his a good kid"

The brunette said making his way to the door that lead to the stairs.

"Fiineee, since you like Karl so much better than me I'll let him be"

The shorter said putting one hand on his forehead dramatically.

"For now"

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