with you tonight | teacher gerard way x female reader

13. Who The Fuck Is Luna?

i woke up in a hospital bed, feeling tired. i slowly looked to my right, and i saw max sitting in the chair next to my bed. his eyes quickly widened when he saw i was awake.
- I'm so sorry y/n - he spoke with tears in his eyes.
- what happened? - i asked, genuinely confused.
- ..you tried to kill yourself - he said, as i just nodded.
- oh right. - i said, not bothered by the information.
- i'm so sorry, was it because of luna? - he said, as i raised my eyebrow. luna? who the fuck is luna?
- huh? - i said, as he shook his head.
- I'm so sorry for cheating, i swear I didn't mean it! - he cried out, as i felt my heart break.
- w-what? you cheated on me?! - i shouted, as tears started falling from my eyes.
- ..y-you didn't know? - he asked while widening his eyes at me. i furrowed my eyebrows at him.
- get the fuck out. i never want to see you again - i said through gritted teeth, and he just sighed and walked out of the room.

unbelievable.

time skip

a month has passed, and i finally fully recovered. and I'm not joking - I didn't have my phone or anything at that hospital. my parents were so mad at me for my suicide attempt that they took my phone and laptop away. cocksuckers. at least they gave that shit back when i came back.

i took my phone in hand, looking at the notifications. weird. no messages from gerard. but i decided to call him.

...

...

...

hello?

hey...

i heard you.. tried to kill yourself.

oh. yeah.

why? what the fuck happened?

i just feel like a total fuck up. i fuck everything up, no one fucking likes me. shit, even my boyfriend cheated on me. guess I wasn't good enough. *sigh* sorry for venting.

oh shit, max cheated? y/n I'm so sorry. i hope you feel better. do you mind if i come over?

well i wouldn't mind, but my parents sure will do.

fuck 'em, tell them I'm a friend or something.

... that's not gonna work, but i guess it's worth a try.

great. I'm coming over, see ya

... and with that he hung up. i sighed.

well, this shit sucks.

after some time he came to my house, and he entered my room through my window.
- what the fuck? - i said as he giggled.
- sorry, but you said that my plan wouldn't work! - he said, smiling at me, as i rolled my eyes playfully.
- whatever. - i mumbled out under my nose as i laid back down on my bed. i patted the space behind me, because he was just awkwardly standing there. he laid down behind me, hugging my waist, as i felt his warm breath on my neck.
- do you feel better? - he asked me, and i sighed.
- y-yeah - i stuttered out, as he hummed in a lower tone.
we laid like that for a few minutes, before i felt him placing kisses on my neck. i sighed slowly, as he smirked against my skin. he pulled away, kissing my cheek quickly. god i just broke up with max, what am i doing?

...oh fuck it.

i turned around, looking into his big hazel eyes, as he narrowed them slightly. i licked my bottom lip before biting it, while i looked down onto his pink lips. he parted them slightly as i leaned in, and soon our lips intertwined, making me feel the biggest butterflies ever. he made me feel so much better. i moaned into the kiss as he tugged on my hair softly. soon he got on top of me, and i put my hands under his shirt. my cold fingers running down his warm bare chest, as he shivered at the sudden touch.

soon he pulled away, smiling at me cutely.
- i love you - he whispered, and i blinked a few times in a small shock.
- i love you too - i whispered back after a while, kissing his right cheek. he caressed my face with his thumb, putting a strand of my hair behind my ear.
- so what do you wanna do? - i asked him, as he shrugged.
- wanna watch something? - i suggested, and he smiled.
- sure! - he said excitedly, as i giggled at his reaction.
- cool... so what ya wanna watch? - i asked, as he looked up at the ceiling deep in thought.
- hmmm... have you seen (some show)? - he asked me, and i shook my head quickly.
- nope - i said, popping the "p".
- alright, let's watch it then - he told me, and i got up to get my tv remote.
- it's my favorite show ever! basically it's about (the plot💀)! it's so cool.. i think you're gonna like it! - he said, as i turned on netflix. i smiled to myself, looking down at the tv remote.
- yeah, i think so too - i agreed with him, and i couldn't stop smiling. his excitement when he spoke about a thing that he liked was extremely cute. i sat back down, before handing him the remote. he put the show on, and put his arm around me, pulling me closer to him. i felt cold, but soon his body warmed me up, making me smile at the comfort of the situation. i wish this moment could last forever.