Recovery is linear
That's what my dad told me
That's what my teacher told me
That's what my therapist told me
That's what the hospital staff told me
Recovery is linear
Yesterday I was flying,
and tonight I am dying.
Recovery is linear
Some days I love my scars
Some days I wish they were gone
Some days I wish they were deeper
Some days I wish there was more
Recovery is linear
Sometimes I wish I never took the pills
Sometimes I wish I had taken more
Sometimes I wish I had ate more
Sometimes I wish I had stopped eating
Recovery is linear
Attempt after attempt, Yet I do so well at hiding.
Attempt after attempt, Until one nearly worked.
Attempt after attempt, I remember everything in that hospital.
Attempt after attempt, I was discharged from the crisis team while I was dying in a hospital bed.
Attempt after attempt, I'm already planning my next.
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Ghappy's Not-So-Secret Diary
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