Stay Down

Chapter 14

Ava-
Everything has been going good for me and red since last month. He's been better with communicating and he hasn't been lying to me about any females. I'm finally at peace and I just hope it stays this way. Although, every time I wake up in the middle of the night he's not here, I don't know what to expect. I don't know if he's cheating on me or if he's just out handling business. I don't want to question him or make him feel like I don't trust him so I don't say anything. Tonight it's the same thing, when I noticed he wasn't behind me I just went back to sleep. The next morning I woke up and fixed a big breakfast for my hard working man, I know he's tired and stressed about his business so I try to please him in every way I know how. After I finished cooking I waddled back up stairs to see if he was awoke. Of course, he wasn't. I decided to take a hot bath until he woke up. As I was preparing to get in the tub I noticed condoms coming out of his back pocket of his jeans along with his phone. I grabbed his phone on my way in the bathroom. I got in my hot bath and started to go through his phone. I guess that wasn't such a good idea because I found what I was looking for. I wasn't shocked when I came across text messages between him and his assistant and some bitch name L but I didn't know her. I understand his assistant because she's beautiful and who would be attracted to my fat 5 month pregnant ass anyways. I threw his phone on the bathroom floor as I began to cry. I don't know if it's the hormones or if I'm really tired of his shit. Just when I thought everything was going so good here comes something to mess it up. Not to mention the condoms, me and him rarely ever have sex because he says he doesn't want to hurt the baby and when we do we don't use condoms so I guess those are for every one else. Here I am having his baby, at home every day, trying my hardest to be good to him and he is out doing whatever, not giving a fuck about what he has at home. I'm tired of the bullshit. Why am I even here? I deserve so much better and so does my baby. I cried for another hour before I decided I was done. I got out of the tub and dried off and put my clothes on. When I went in the room he wasn't in there so I figured he was out like usual. I was starving so I went downstairs to eat some of the food I cook for him. When I made it down stairs I noticed him sitting at the bar eating. I decided against saying anything to him. I walk past him without saying anything to fix me some food.

Red-
I woke up to the smell of something good. I was so hungry and I thank god I had the girlfriend I did. When I got out the bed I noticed my jeans by the bathroom door but I didn't pay it no mind. I jog downstairs only to be greeted by the biggest breakfast anybody could ask for. I was in heaven. I fix me a plate and sat down and cut the game on. After about ten minutes I started wondering where ava was but I was too into the game to go find out. Ten more minutes passed by and she came waddling down the stairs. She is so beautiful man, I can't wait til my baby get here to see how beautiful he/she is. I was hoping for a hug or a kiss or even a Goodmorning but she walk right past me. "What I did", I asked nonchalantly. She ignored me. "You just not gone talk to me?", I asked. "You wanna talk?", she asked. "Yeah". "Ok well let's talk?", she spat and I realized she had been crying, I could hear it in her voice and her eyes were red. I knew I had done fucked up. "Why do you have condoms?" She asked. "Huh?". "You heard me Raheem", she said. "Man don't call me that shit and what's your problem man?", I asked trying to ignore her question. "Really", she spat back in a nasty tone. "Why do you continue to cheat on me, am I not good enough for you?", she ask with hurt all in her face and her voice cracking. "Here we go again. Im not cheating on you", I said feeling bad that I let her find them condoms. "You really gonna lie to my face Raheem? I saw your text messages and the condoms", she spat sounding mad as hell. "Why you going through my phone man" I asked mad as hell now. "Don't try to make this about me and you're out every night doing whatever while your pregnant girlfriend is at home waiting for you. I'm tired of you walking all over me and lying to me. Am I not worth the truth?" she asked crying slapping me and punching me in my chest before I grab her. "You can't handle the truth man so why ask for it" I asked as I grab her arms and put them over her head as I put her against the wall. "Try me", she spat back as she stop hitting me. "Ok. I fuck other bitches because I want to and as far as my assistant we fuck 2 or 3 times and she suck my dick lastnight. Is that enough truth for you?", I asked mad slinging her arms down and then walking off upstairs. "That's enough but if you didn't care about me why not just tell me in the beginning I wouldn't be having this baby or wasting my time with you", she spat following me waddling up the stairs fast. "You wasn't gone kill my baby and I don't care, now you know. Take it how you want to", I spat before leaving her on the staircase. I don't know what I was thinking bout but I regret all that shit I just said. "I'm not having this baby", she yelled. I swear I'm bout to fuck this girl up. I turned around so quick and got so close in her face. "Don't fucking play with me. Don't touch my baby", I yelled in her face. I left after that because we couldn't be around each other any longer.