~ The Love Triangle ~

• Guns and emotions •

As you get up, still feeling alone, you see Ghost staring at you "Was he watching me sleep all night!?" You then realize he wasn't watching you sleep as you look down, releasing he was staring at your raging boner from the dream you just had, you then quickly cover your crotch with your hands. He says "Ah, don't worry about it." You then notice König is missing from the quarters, it's just you and Ghost. Ghost then gets up and stand about 4 inches away from you, your bulges almost touching one another. He towers over you completely as he leaned down, your faces now at the same level, he lifts up his mask partially reavealing his mouth, he then leans in and kisses you directly on your soft lips, his were chapped and scarred. He then put his mask back down and started getting ready for the day, leaving you in complete shock. He then looks back at you before he leaves the room, and smirks. You then get ready for the day and head to the shooting range with everyone else in your bunk for training. Once you arrive, you begin practicing your shooting, but König comes up behind you. While pressing his body against yours, he corrects your form. Once again unable to think about anything but Ghost and König you struggle to shoot the middle of the target like you were able to before. König then pulls away from you going back to whatever he was doing, letting your thoughts flood your mind again, allowing you to think again. After about an hour of shooting practice, you all head back to the bunk, still waiting to be called for a mission, everyone kind of scatters around the place doing their own thing. But you and König end up meeting in the showers (locker room, if you prefer to call it that) by accident, him completely naked and you still dressed. He pulls you into the shower with him and lifts up his makeshift mask (yes he showers with it on) just enough, and he began kissing you like he'd never kissed anyone before in his entire life, like he was lost in the dessert and you were a shower of light raining upon him. But he stopped, he remembered how much trouble you'd both be in if anyone caught you two together like that. He went back to showering and left you alone, but you didn't want to leave him. Your hearts both ached, knowing you two couldn't never be together even if you wanted to. You stripped down and got in the shower across from him, and started showering, you began silently crying knowing that he wants you too, but you just cant be together. The water luckily hid your tears away from him so he wouldn't see you distressed like this. You were vulnerable, and you couldn't be vulnerable, you could never let your guard down, you were in the army for fucks sake, letting your guard down would be like letting your enemy point a gun at your chest. But you didn't care, you just kept sobbing as you showered, each individual tear begging for him, pleading for him. But you just couldn't do it.