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spirituality

So many go down the spiritual path these days and everyone's reasons behind are different
Just like everyones path is different

Some are true believers that have seen and felt too much that they just can't deny it
Some feel drawn to it
Some just kept having it shoved in there face
Other they had so much trauma it's the only path that made sense in the end
While others just do it too go with a hype that the see everyone around them doing making them just follow the crowd
And everyone of these paths look so different that one's taking it for the other reasons will not understand your path and takes as long as it needs to take

Don't rush yourself down the path you choose too take it's going to take however long it needs too

Expecially if your reason is trauma with all the people that claim too love you want too keep triggering you with every little thing they know about while your just trying too stay at peace while you heal
Some of those those people are doing it because they were comfortable with the other version of you or the version of you they made up in their minds while others will do it because they are afraid they will be cut out of your life once you realise how toxic they are or they want too try show others that your unhealed and try make out to others that your the toxic one

I'll admit for me it's a bit of all of them, there's alot Ive seen or felt that can't be explained in any logical way, I have tried believe me Ive tried
Other parts I felt drawn too, it just intrigued me too much not too look further into it
Ive had alot of people all over try too shove their version of spirituality down my throat, most didn't make that much sense too me but I still listened and accepted that is their path not mine
I've been through alot that yes it's the only path in the end that actually makes sense to me
At least my version of it anyway

Everyone has different beliefs and that's ok
The church well proper church doesn't work for me, any time I get told "it happened for a reason" or "god has a plan for us all" I actually wanted to slap them in the face, god bless them for trying but I had to show restraint everytime
how could God allow children to go through any sort of proper pain, you hear it all over the world
Going down that path only leads too the devil has already taken over the world in my mind using us to do it with all the sins so many now justify

Even what alot see as spirituality I see as your using the gifts you were given for money not actually what they were given to you for
Helping the community means you shouldn't be asked them for money, sending them messages to try get money offering reading
And that generic text I keep seeing omg at least come up with something new did everyone get the same hand book on how too scam using their gifts
Some of the tarot readers have used that same one for the last year at least
Then there's all the scammers that follow them using the same generic message aswell
I think there's 10 scam accounts to 1 possible real accounts on average

If anyone wants a reading from me I offer them free and mostly in person

over the internet I have no real idea on who I'm talking too the other end for all I know they could be just a cleaver scammer so it's hard to tell if I would be giving them a accurate reading although the few that have tried my cards tend to reveal their true intentions so there is that
And doing the collective reads on places like TikTok I just have too trust that the right people will get them and the people they reach will use their own discernment and intuition too work out if it is actually for them

As far as I'm concerned
they can take it or leave it, the choice is theres and sometimes I'll even give them the very book that tells the tarot readers what the cards mean so they can work out their own translations because if I don't actually know the person how am I too know I'm giving them a accurate reading not just going off my own experience unless there's that feeling or extra voice telling me otherwise
Also give them the book if I feel I'm too close too the situation that why they can read for themselves what I would of told them based on the cards that come out and don't think I'm just telling them what they want too hear