𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞

31 | Pain

Avin's POV:-

" Esha , please open the door . You can't do this . " I knocked the door almost breaking .

" Avin , I need time . I want to be happy. And you know that I am happy with you. But after what happened today , I don't know why I don't feel like this anymore . " She again started crying. She caged herself in her room . She is behind the door of her room and I am outside of the door .

I try very hard to control my anger, so what should I do? I can't do it. I say anything in anger without thinking who the person infront of me.

" Please come out , Esha . I am begging you please . " A tear left my eyes.

" Avin , I am begging you too please . You go away from here. I need some time to think. I don't want to be with you right now. " She sobbed.

" Tumhare bina mein ----- " she cut my sentence off saying " Please , Avin chaale jao . Mein tumhare aage haat jod ta hoon " and she burst out crying.

And here my heart completely broke into pieces .

" Mere Bina reh paogi ? " I asked when a tear left my eye .

" Shayad Kabhi nehi . Per adat daal lungi . Kal meine kaha tha ki tum meri jaisi stupid ladki deserve nhi karte ho . Haan sahi thi mein . Mujhse bardaasht nhi hota hai ki koi mujhse cheez e chupaye Jaise tumhe gussa aata hai aur tum chilla dete ho saamne wala kon hai notice na kar ke he . Mujhe iss baat se koi farq nhi padta ki tum Gangster ho . Mujhe iss baat se farq padh rha hai ki tumne yeh baat mujhe kyun nhi baataye ? Mein tumhe maar deti kya yeh sunne k baad ? Tum toh sab kuch ho mere liye . Baar baar pucha tha maine ki koi cheez tumhe trouble de rha hai toh batane k liye but tum kindly ignore karte gye ho . Mein tumhe Dil se chahti thi . Aur ab bhi chahti hoon . Itna pyaar kabhi kisise nhi Kiya Hain jaisa tumhe karti hoon . Per tumhaare woh kuch baatein sab kuch destroy kar diya . "

She slowly opened the door , I saw her face whole red . Her eyes turned red . She wiped her tears . She was holding a first-aid kit .

She looked at me and tried her best not to cry .

" Your Every words stuck in my heart like a needle . Every beautiful words , every painful words . " She tilted her head aside and grabbed my hand .

" E-Esha " my voice came out as a mere whisper.

She held my hand and took me to the hall . She made me seat on the sofa and she sat on the floor . I am not in a position to say any words. I just want to listen her . It's hurting so much .

I didn't even know that my hand was wounded till she applied medicine by a cotton there .

I shut my eyes in a sudden pain .

" it hurts . It hurts a lot . " Her tears fall on my hand .

" i never thought - " my voice choked.

" I was never the right person for you ." She said.