𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞

42 | Enchanted

11 months ago
( ERIK'S THERAPY HOSPITAL )
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Avin's POV :-

" Relax , Mr. Chatterjee , Relax . " Dr.Erik , my therapist spoke when I inhaled some breath from the Ventolin inhaler . Gradually my breathing problem stopped and I calmed myself down .
I started taking heavy breaths from the air .

" Breath in , breath out . " He advised .

" I am fine , I am fine . " I relaxed myself .

" Now , tell me what is troubling you ? Then I will give medicine after understanding your condition. " He spoke .

I took a huge breath.

" Love . Love is a spell. She must have put a spell on me . And that spell has penetrated inside my body. That spell is boiling in my lungs, in my heart, in my veins and in my fucking blood . I want her . I cannot spend my day without seeing her. Everything is getting worse. She is moving away from me which I don't want . I don't fucking want . It hurts a lot, I mean I am feeling some strange pain which I cannot explain. It feels as if someone is hitting my heart with hammer . It's like a feeling of intense infatuation and a strong affection . I don't know . I just don't know . Something's wrong with me . Give me medicine to reduce my anger issues. I don't know where so much anger comes from inside me . I yelled at my woman . It's a unbelievable nightmare . "

I sighs after finishing my speech .

" You are totally obsessed with her . That's it . " Dr. ERIK spoke.

" I don't know anything . give me a medicine to reduce anger issues . " I demanded to him .

" I don't think you need any medicines to reduce your anger issues . As far as I understand, you don't need any medicines right now . " He said.

" Yes , because she is the medicine of all my pains ." I spoke placed a hand on the table .

" Fine . But still you need meditation and a proper therapy . It won't work like this. According to you, there is no breakup between you two but still you want her. If you start loving her like this, you will fall even more ill and your problem of difficulty in breathing will also increase. you will go insane . " He spoke in one breath .

" I am already insane , Doctor . I don't care what happens to my body or what not. I will fall ill, I will go mad, I will die, everything is fine. But I want her . Want in every situation and at any cost. I want to make her mine again, just like before." I slammed my fist on the table gritting and giving each sentence emphasis .

" Calm down . It's a hospital . " He spoke when I finished.
My jaw clenched as I bit my inside skin of my bottom lip trying to reduce my anger .

" I'm giving you few medicines . Don't eat too much of it. But eat only when you feel very unwell. Take care of yourself. " He spoke writing the prescription for me .

I couldn't help but was just looking at the pen which is writing my medicines on the paper . All these names are not easy to read. Instead of writing the names of all these big medicines, ESHA should have been written in the prescription. She's the medicine for my everything .

I love her . I fucking love her .

I am ready to cross any limits to win her back.
I don't know, but it feels as if I am winning her for the first time.But it's not.

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Three months . It's been three months since I am here , in PARIS . My baby bought herself a penthouse which is super cool . She lives there alone . I couldn't help but just sees her through the camera , I have been installed in her room The day before the house was fully settled in it .