♡𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚒 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚍 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝚖𝚢 𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚛.♡ siglai fanfic.

CHAPTER 6| an accident. (TW)

Everything is going ok, the wedding is getting closer, until. An accident.
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IM SO SORRY HELP ANYWAYS HERE CHAP 6!! 
!!!!TW!!!!
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Everything's going ok with sigma and Nikolai, the weddings getting closer, they seem happy, everything's perfect. but a simple date, messes everything up. 

"hunny? where are you?" sigma called out for his fiance before just ruffling his hair and putting his shoes on, "I'm going out! bye!" he calls out again while opening the door and closing it with a small creak before driving off somewhere. he was planning to get his fiance a nice gift, but his fiance had other plans. 

Nikolai was preparing something in his room, "damnit." he grunted. he burned himself slightly, he continued making playing around with something before setting it up in his shared room. after he did such he smiled at his work. He walked out the room a bit nervous, but he just sat down and watched TV, he noticed something off with sigma thee few days but tried to brush everything off, there's no use in having to worry, right?

almost 3 hours later the white haired clown is bored out his mind, but he heard a familair sound, of a door opening, "I'm home!" a tired voice called out, The clown perked up as he smiled softly at the two toned hair taking his jacket off, he couldn't even think straight, things rushing in his head happy to see him but still nervous, he was truly beautiful in his eyes, the way he smiles and his eyes light up when looking at the clown. 

"Nikolai?" He broke out his day dream, "hm?" he looked at the casino owner who seemed extreamly tired, "I'm gonna shower, wanna watch a movie after?" the purple and white haired asked, the clown nodded in return before returning to watching his show.

an hour later, Sigma sits down next to Nikolai as  they both softly smile, looking at each other and the movie time to time awkwardly snuggling and holding hands. it may not show but they both are to inlove to say anything or interrupt the movie, sometimes there was words and sometimes there wasn't. this was a time where there was no words and only feelings.

The moon shines brightly up in the sky as two people lay in bed sleeping next to each other warmly.

Nikolai flutters his eyes open "what's this warm feeling on my hand..." He thinks as he rubs his eyes trying to gain concious on whats happening, "Sigma?" he calls out as he looks at his hand, dripping with red oozing liquid. what happend? did he accidently hurt himself while sleeping?

he looks around slightly, confused, the walls seem fine, "sigma do you know where the first aid kit is-" He stops dead in his sentace as he looks over at his fiances corpse. bloodied, cold and dead. 

"dear...?" He mutters as he realizes the situation setting in, for the first time he cried. he hadn't cried since fyodor's death. even still he only shed a few tears, why did he cry now?

he reached out to touch sigmas cheek as he cried softly terrified and sorrowful. "p-please..." He begged as he pulled him closer, "w-what h-happened..p-please...d-dont die.." he stuttered not able to think at all, he checked for a pulse before picking him up and quickly trying to rush out to seek help, only to collapse on the floor he looked back to see his broken leg. "Not now please.." he begged as he tried standing up only to limp and drop the two toned man covered in blood.

His blood oozes out as the white haired man is frozen in fear as he sees his lovers life slip out, "....Nikolai.....?" the two toned man muttered out as the clown reached out for him, "i-i...l...love...y-you...." his life slips away as he coughs out blood, alot of blood.

"PLEASE. D-DON'T DIE." He screams a blood curdling scream as he sobs on the floor standing up slightly he picks his lover up who's still bleeding like he was just shot multiple times. 

The clown runs out the house into the raining street, leaving a trail of blood behind him as he limps coughing and crying trying to at least save his lover. 

only to collapse and hold his corpse close to him crying, "...w-what d-do I do...w-without y-you....p-please..." he begs at least hoping his prayers will be answered.

Nikolai can't process anything, he just tries standing up, only to stumble and limp.

"just let me get to the hospital..." He mutters as he starts running only to stumble and fall onto his knees, he can't save anyone. not even his lover. all he can do is cry. and beg for a miracale.

"p-please..." he begs again, as he hears a sudden noise, looking around until he sees-

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AUTHOR NOTE- sorry for the sudden angst guysss but I got bored of just purely fluff also sorry for the cliffhanger

TITLE- the love I hold for you, my dear.
FANDOM- BSD
AUTHOR- SIGLAIS#1FAN 
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this story is currently only on Wattpad, anything else is a copy and NOT mine.
I might upload it on ao3!!
CHAPTER 7 COMING SOON...(?)