Do you still love me?

you got a loving husband

How are you?? ” he said, taking a seat on the sofa as I was keeping his flowers on the coffee table.
I was about to open my mouth but I flinched suddenly with a ringtone.
No.
Now I am scared of phone calls, it feels creepy, no matter who calls.
I suspect it's Aryan.
“ Shalin?? ”
“ Huh??? ” I said confused.
“ You have a call!! ” bhaiya reminded me “ aren't you going to check it?? ”
“ Hmm” I said blankly before taking my mobile phone out of my pocket.
I wasn't ready to see who it is, but I had to and it was him.
Aryan!!
I immediately declined it “ It's just call for some spammers!!! ” I said and turned it off.
“ Ooo”

We talked for a long time. I am feeling good now, that's really calming. I was just too stupid to keep him away from my life for four years.

“ Shalin… “ His face turned serious as he inhaled deeply, my smile faded at his question.

“ Are you happy with him?? ”

My heart dropped to my stomach and my eyes started forming tears.
No
Not right now.
I blinked my eyes multiple times to avoid tears.
I shouldn't cry in front of him. I have bothered him enough. Not anymore.
“ I don't know!! ” I said in my mind.
I really don't know if I am happy with him or not.
I know I am sad right now but I am not sure about the reason of my pain.
Am I sad because I am with Om Or I am sad because he isn't talking to me properly.

“ Yeah, I am really happy!! ” I said pasting a tight smile.
“ Does he treat you well?? ” he asked, concerned.

“ Well?? No bhaiya, he treats me like a diamond. He is the best husband in the world. I regret I didn't found him earlier  . I am very happy with him. ”

“ Exactly, she is really happy with me!! Best wife of the best husband!! ” My heartbeat started racing when I heard a deep voice behind me.
Fear rushed inside me, he did hear what I said.
He heard it.
My heart panicked.
He literally heard it.

“ You don't have to worry about your sister, Harsh ” he walked across me and take a seat.
“ I am here for her. ” he added with a smile looking at my brother, I lowered my gaze.

This feels so heavy for my heart.

" Obviously you are taking good care of her but I was just concerned about my baby!! "  

" Considerable!! " I looked at them, having a normal conversation between them is so casual.
It's only awkward when it comes to both of us.
Or maybe it's only me who feels awkward. Not him.

" How are you doing?? " Asked Om, to him.
" Perfectly fine!! Hope same about you!! " He smiled.

" You guys can talk, I will be in kitchen. Making coffee for you!! " Saying that I stood up and was about to turn but Om stopped me " No need. You seat here and talk to your brother, I will bring coffee!! "

Before I can say anything further he was already on his way to kitchen.
I sighed.
He should join film industry.
Acts better than half of the bollywood.

I rolled my eyes before taking a seat and glance at my brother who was already looking at my face.

" Are you guys having a fight?? "

" No!! " I panicked " Why?? "

" Okay, maybe I just noticed you rolling your eyes at him!! "

" No!! It must be your imagination!! " I said covering up with a smile. And he didn't push me too much on this topic.
" Ooo!! But I must say you got such a loving husband. Right?? "