James Lattimore, spy or not.

Part 9

Living a double life.

It has gotten to the point that I hated what I did for a living, I live a double life, I've killed people, and I pretended that I 'm just a bodyguard for the Alexander group. Parker said we fix things, but do we fix things when it comes to ourselves or our relationships, living a double life.

A lot has changed since I started working for the group, such as me finding the true love of my life, or my family, I can't even tell them exactly what I do for a living, today we have dinner with my family and Rene will be there as well as Ruth her sister.

I still don't feel comfortable around a lot of people, Dyland told me Ruth is the type of person who likes to know all she can about people around him. Cece came into the room, he kissed me, and rubbed on my manhood. 

Okay James what's wrong, and don't tell me nothing's wrong, I rubbed on your dick, and you didn't even respond, I know you, so what is it.

Cece, you know how I am when it comes to meeting people, and from what Dyland and Rene told me about Ruth, she makes me nervous, he said he'll be with me don't worry about her, bae looked at me, I asked him what's that look for.

James, you didn't fuck her too, did you?

Damn! Cece, I don't go around fucking every girl I meet, and I never even met Ruth a day in my life, he told me than just chill Ruth won't bite me, now finish getting dressed we're going to be late.

I finish dressing and bae came out of the bathroom, he said I look good but, I said but what, bae said my pants are showing a lot of print, I'm not wearing the right underwear, I should change them. I walked over to the stand-up mirror, I said bae I always look like this, he said that's the problem people are always looking at my package, rather its male and female now change.

Wow, all this time and you never said anything, Cece said he meant too, I'm not small, I took my shoes and pants off, and got some underwear and changed, bae said it's a little better, but it's still poked out. I told him I can't take the thing off, I put my pants and shoes back on, now I'm feeling self-conscious about being around Rene, and who knows what Ruth is like.

We went downstairs and Cece told Liz we're leaving now, she looked at us, her eyes went straight to my package, damn not her too. I just walked out to the car, bae came out and got in, and we headed to my family's house. We arrived and Dyland greeted us, he told us the rest of the family is in the living room, Cece looked at me and said it will be fine.

We walked into the living room and sure enough Rene's eyes went straight to my package, and then she spoke to me, Robert said it's nice to see us we sat down, and he offered us a drink, I said nothing for me, bae got some wine. Mother said Ruth will be down soon, she's on the phone, she does a lot of charity work here and in New York.

Dyland reminded us that he's staying the weekend with us, I forgot, and Liz is going away with her sister, so no walking around the house naked. Cece told him about Liz, but I'll be doing the cooking, Rene asked me can I even cook, Dyland said yes, I can do anything, she said Dyland thinks highly of me, Cece told her I am a good cook. I heard a voice say who can cook, we turned around and this beautiful woman around forty came into the room, we stood up, she said from what Dyland told her I have to be James, and this must be my husband Cecil, she shook our hands.

Ruth said we're a very handsome couple, she asked me have we met before, Cece looked at me, I told her I don't think so, Patricia said Ruth does a lot of traveling overseas. We sat down and talked, the maid came in and announced that dinner is ready, we got up and Rene took my arm and Ruth walked into the dining room with Cece, I sat next to Rene, and she better keep her hands to herself.