The Club / Yoonmin FF

38

Jimin was gone.

Yoongi chest hurt, his stomach hurt, his head hurt, his legs became weak, he couldn't breath right, he had to sit down.

What happened? Where is he?
Where is he!?!
He buried his head in his hands.

I need to focus, he tried to calm himself. There was also the stupid situation at work he had to fix.
He can't, he can't think, everything hurt.
Argh.

He called Namjoon to the house. While they were waiting he explained the situation to Jin. His expertise in accounting could help fix this shit. Jin listened and nodded.

When Namjoon arrived, they talk quickly through it, Yoongi gave him the papers and send them both of to work.
Jin looks at him "If you don't get him back by tonight I'll kill you!" Namjoon raises his eyebrows but doesn't ask.

Yoongi grunts, collapsing on the couch again.

Tae watched him intensely.
"What did you do to him?!" He presses on.

Yoongi looked at him, he knows what he thinks.
"No, Tae, it's not like that. I didn't hurt him, I swear, i never touched him in a hurtfull way, ever. I don't know what happened. I was on the phone. When I hung up he was gone."
Tae was surprised by that answer. Why was he pointing that out so vehemently?

He gasps.
"You know!" He whispers.

"Yes, I know." Yoongi looks up to him.

JK looks back and forth. "Know what?"

"Nothing." Tae waves it away.

JK growls. He doesn't like to be left out.
Then he remembered something important.
"I couldn't find Choi and one of the cars is gone too." He told Yoongi.

Yoongi gets his phone out to call Choi.

Mailbox.

Fuck!

***

Choi and Jimin helped his mom with some small repairs around the house. It didn't take long and made her really happy. Choi kick himself in the ass mentality, he should come by regularly to check up on her.

Chois mom thanked them by hugging them and then dragged Jimin in the garden. They walked around, she showed him where she grew what. She was so proud of her work. Jimin smiled at her, telling her how pretty everything was.

They sat on a bench together and she took his hand. She closed her eyes while sitting in silence holding him.

She humms.
"This isn't something we can fix alone. This doesn't heal when you're alone."
She looks at him.

"I know you have a friend who helped you but that's not what I meant. He can help, he can't heal."
She takes his other hand too. She looks at him intensely.

"You have someone who could but you can't open up, is that right?"
He gulps. That's a crazy situation. What's even happening?
But he likes her, she seems so genuine and loving.

"Yes." He decided to just roll with it.

She knows she has to be careful now. He is on the edge to run. If he runs he won't heal. How to get him to listen and open up. His wall is high and thick.

"How do you feel about him?"
Jimin looks at her surprised. She knows it's a man. How can she know all those things?

"Its a gift and a curse, don't worry about it, it will help you." She chuckled as if she heard him.

"I don't know. I don't know him very long, just one week, but I guess he is nice and I like being around him." He feels uncomfortable.

She doesn't push further, he is not aware yet and it's not on her to tell him.

"Do you feel safe with him?"
Jimin thinks about Yoongi. He felt always safe with him, it was the outburst of anger that triggered an panick attack and made him run. Did he run really from Yoongi or did he act on a flight instinct?

He bites his lips. Was he scared of Yoongi?

No. It wasn't Yoongi.

"Yes." He answers her.

"I want to bring him here, neutral ground, to help you. Would that be ok with you?"
He doesn't answer. His breathing became heavy.

She takes his hand.
"I accept your answers either way. If you never want to go back you can stay with me till you sort yourself out. Don't panic. It will be ok. You have a choice. But if you want to heal you have to go through that eventually. "

He thinks about her words. He wants to heal. He wants to live a normal life without fear and panic. He wants to be safe.

"Ok. I want to try." He made his decision.

"Good." She smiles at him. "Lets bring him here."
They went inside, Choi was watching TV waiting for them.
"Call him and tell him to come here. Make sure he understands the situation and that there could be consequences. "
Chois mum told him with a serious face.

Jimin didn't understand what she was talking about but apparently Choi did because he got his phone and went outside.

"Come here to me while we wait." She sat on the couch taking the remote. "Oh look, its my favorite show, lets watch it, you'll like it, its fun." Jimin joined her, still confused.

"Yes, sir." Jimin could Choi talking outside. "Thats right, sir." And then just mumbling because Choi was walking away.

***

Yoongi hung up.
The relief he felt was intense.
Jimin was safe and wanted to see him.
Thank God.

Tae paced around him.
"Come on, speak up! Where is he?!"

"He is at Chois mothers house. We are leaving in 5 minutes. "

He said and got up.