The Club / Yoonmin FF

74

"Look, the way I found you was wrong on so many levels and to keep you with me with this contract is even more wrong but I just couldn't help myself." Yoongi started talking, his hand running through his hair, feeling the anxiety spiking.

Jimin just stood there with big eyes, listening.
"I've never been to a place like that before and I won't ever again but at that time even I noticed that my life was stuck and missing something. I didn't know then what was wrong with it exactly so when I got that invitation for that club I decided to go and see whats out there."

Yoongi pulled Jimin on the couch.
"That Club was insane. Namjoon and I had already decided to leave when that auction was about to start. We basically stayed and watched because we couldn't believe that this was really happening."
Yoongi takes Jimins hand.

"And then you came out." He sighs. "I think something in my brain broke when I saw you." He smiled at him shyly.
"You were the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. Seriously. Unreal. I think I fell for you right then and there. And when I finally snapped out of it and realized that those rich perverts where already bidding on you I intervened and bought you myself. "

Yoongi sighs.
"I have to admit, I didn't know what to do with you at that moment so I asked our business partner what other people usually do with their, ahm, purchase.
He gave me some ideas but two of them stuck in my head. 1. Make a contract 2. Let him go."

Yoongis head falls down. He feels ashamed.
"I could have let you go. The money didn't matter, but the more I looked at you the more I wanted you.
I'm so sorry. I was selfish. Keeping you here against your will, I didn't even put a time limit in."
He buries his face into his hands.

Jimin swallows hard and waits. He doesn't know how to react. All of this makes him sad and mad but also happy because of Yoongis obvious affection for him.

Jimin carefully pulled Yoongis hand from his face and held it. He squeezed it a little to signal support. He knows Yoongi is not done with whatever he's doing.

Yoongi looked at him, his eyes full with love, guilt and regret.

"Jimin. I love you so much. You're the best thing that ever happened to me but we can't go on like that. It's not fair, it's not right. I want you so bad but I want you to want me too. I want you to be with me for me and not because of a contract."

Yoongi now looked Jimin straight in the eyes.
"The contract is null and void effective immediately."

Jimin just blinked at him.
Yoongi watched him intensely
"Do you understand what that means?"

I'm free.

"Yes." Jimin wispers.

I'm free.

Yoongi was talking to him. Jimin had trouble to focus his attention to him. His head was so loud. He's free. He can leave. Right now!

"Jimin. Baby." Yoongi took his face into his hands which made him snap out of it, focusing back on Yoongi.
"You have a choice now. You can leave or stay. I really hope you stay but it's up to you now."

Jimin nods still trying to quiet down his thoughts.
Yoongis anxiety was almost unbearable. He had hoped for an immediate 'I'll stay with you.' But instead he had an unresponsive Jimin in front of him. There was nothing. He couldn't even tell what he was feeling right now.

"Baby, I know that's a lot and it freaks me out but do you know what you want to do?"
Yoongi couldn't help himself, his panic made him a little inpatient. The sooner he got an answer the better he thought.

"I don't know, Yoongi. I need time." Jimin says shyly.

I'm free.

It's all he can think.

I'm free.

"Ok. Sure. Take your time." Yoongi slides his hand through his hair trying to calm down.
"I feel weird." He admits "Can we cuddle on bed to calm down?" He asked Jimin like a schoolboy, feeling so insecure.

Jimin nods and they lay down together, Yoongi spooning Jimin, hugging him tightly, trying to relax.
It was the right thing to do. He had to do it. He keeps telling himself.

Jimins calmness was pur fake. He doesn't even know how he could stay so calm. His mind is in total uproar. The whole relationship with Yoongi just went into the background, all he could think was that he was free.
He had his freedom back, he will be safe and independent again. It was like his brain reset itself into a state before Yoongi.

Jimin already planned silently his next steps, laying quietly next to Yoongi who eventually fell asleep.

Jimin waited a while longer, making sure Yoongi was really out then went to his closet to grab a prepared backpack.
Everything needed for what Jin and Tae prepared for him was in there, plus cash and clothes.

Jimin looked back at Yoongi one more time and then left the house through the garage in his car.