The Club / Yoonmin FF

59

Sunday morning. Min mansion.

Jimin woke up with a huge headache.
He grunts holding his head trying to sit up.
It takes him a while to remember anything. But when it came back it hit him like a truck.

He had a huge panic attack in the club yesterday. Huge. Why?

He needs Tae.

He looks around. Yoongi is still sleeping deeply next to him. He looks at him with loving eyes. He did his best to help me yesterday. But right now he needs Tae.

He gets up, leaves a note and sneaks out of the room.
He knocks on Taes door a couple times till a very funny and tired looking Tae opened.
"Give me a sec, i have to kick JK out." Is all he says before closing the door again.

Jimin hears some mumbling and complaining and then a not so happy JK opens the door.
"Sorry." Jimin says to him feeling guilty.
JK grunts.
"I'll send up someone with coffee and breakfast for you guys."

Jimim smiled a little. "Thank you." He went in and closed the door.

Tae waited for him on the couch. He took one of the blankets and spread it over them as soon as Jimin sat down.

Comfort, closeness and safety.

Tae understands him well, Jimin thought.

He sighs and lays his head on Taes Shoulder.

Tae just slowly moves his fingers through Jimins hair, waiting. He will talk when he is ready.

Jimin is going through it in his head. But his head is confused, blocked, thats why he's here. So he just starts talking.

"I had a massive panic attack at the club yesterday."
"I know. Yoongi told me." Tae answers softly.
"I don't know why." Jimin says.
"Are you sure?" Tae tries carefully.

Jimin goes back in his head. "I don't know. I was dancing with Yoongi. It was fun. I was so happy that he danced with me. I loved it . . . So much." Jimin struggled. His chest started to get tight. He frowns rubbing his chest, trying to breath slowly.

Tae watched him closely.

Oh God.
That can't be.
Is that the trigger?

"Tell me about the dancing. Is Yoongi a good dancer? I didn't see him." He just needs him distracted, he can see the early signs of another attack.

Jimin laughs. "Better then expected. Just like with everything." He exhales hard thinking about it all. Yoongi was so perfect in everything so far. So perfect for him.

The maid knocked and brought them breakfast. Tae was grateful for the distraction. He needed to think.

They talked about little thinks from yesterday, Taes sexy dancing with JK and Jins funny way of expressing himself on the dance floor. He tried to relax him and stir his thoughts away from dancing with Yoongi and how much he loved it.

His intentions were not all innocent. He wanted to come back to that subject later and study Jimins reaction just to be sure.
He hoped he was wrong.

They finished up and gossiped a little about work. Tae remembered that Yoongi took him sightseeing and thought that would be a good start to get him back to point.

He asked him all kind of questions where they went and what he thought about it. Jimin told him about the cat Cafe, Tae could see his happiness.
He pushed him a little further to to club again and it happened all over again

Jimin mentioned how much he loved it, the same choice of words, and then he went quite, showing small signs of distress again.

Tae can't ask. If he asks he will have a attack again. But now he knows.

Jimin loves Yoongi and is so afraid of it that it triggers a massive panic attack. He cant even admit it in his head. Everything that goes in that direction will cause some form of defense mechanism.

Tae jumps up. "I need to clear my head." He says rummaging around his room searching something. He pulls up his swimming trunks "Lets go in the pool." He smiles wildly at Jimin and pushes him out of the door.
"Go get changed, i meet you there in 10 minutes."

Jimin went back to his room still confused but in a lighter mood. Yoongi was up. He sat on his laptop typing like crazy. Jimin hugged him from the back.

"What are you doing? Its Sunday. " He asks him. Yoongi smiled at him. "I'm writing the addendum for our contract you asked for."
"Huh?" Jimin was perplexed.

"Its very similar to yours. Here, read." Yoongi pushed the laptop a little over towards Jimin for better access. Jimin read quickly through it. Yoongi was right
It was basically the same just the consequences where different.

In the case of Yoongi cheating, Jimin would be free to leave immediately and gets paid the double amount of money for the rest of his life.

"Ok." He says a little shy. "Will that really prevent you from cheating?" He sounds so unsure. "I mean, you have plenty of money, that doesn't hurt you if you're tired of me, so how would that prevent it?"

Yoongi is irritated. What?

He gets up and huggs Jimin. "You prevent me from cheating." He kisses him softly. "That addendum is for you, remember. I knew from the beginning that I wouldn't want someone else."

Jimin looks at him confused. "How could you know that? You didn't know me at that time."

Yoongi sighs.
He can't tell him how awestruck he was when he saw him the first time. How nothing compares to him. How he probably fell for him right then and there.

"I just know, ok." He kissed him quickly.
"Do you still want that added or do you want to change something?" Yoongi deflects.

Jimin humms. "Its fine. Yes, I want to add it." Better then nothing at all, he thought remembering the feeling he had when he saw that woman touching Yoongi. But still, if Yoongi wanted, nothing could stop him.

That thought hurt in his chest.

Why do i even care about that? Jimin frowns at himself. We are together because he bought me, he keeps reminding him. I shouldn't care if he cheats. The opposite, it would set me free and i would get money out of it...

And still, the thought just hurt. Thinking about leaving hurt. He is so confused again.

Then Jimin remembered Tae. Being with Tae helps.
"I'm going in the pool with Tae for a while, ok?" He changes quickly. "Maybe you wanna come too?" He kisses Yoongi and leaves.

Yoongi sighs.
Jimin was still off.
Something has shifted in him.
Yoongi could see the confusion and mood swings. He just doesn't know how to help him.