solby ~ oneshots

im sorry

"what the fuck colby?!" i raise my voice

"i already told you im sorry!!"

"sorry?!" i feel tears start to rush to my eyes.

"i—"

"i can't believe you" im definitely overreacting, this isn't even that bad of a situation, he didn't do anything wrong. i just love him so much and it hurt, like a lot.

"sam, i told you im sorry—"

"no, colby! that hurt. watching you bring home a girl and then proceeding to do god knows what in your room. while i have to sit here, heartbroken! knowing what the fuck you guys are doing up there. but pretending like i don't so i don't completely lose my mind. because goddammit colby—"

"i love you!" he yells, cutting me off

"what...?" even after hearing him say that, i still can't believe those words came out of his mouth.

i'm shocked, my body becomes less tense as those three words repeat in my head. my best friend just said he loves me...

"i love you sam..." he repeats. his voice breaks as it becomes quieter and softer. he's on the verge of tears, and i know it.

"i-i just didn't ever wanna tell you ever because, well, i was scared. i didn't wanna tell you something as big as that because i didn't wanna lose you. the night i realized i loved you, i hated myself for it. i couldn't believe that i had actually fallen for my best friend. i needed a distraction, so that's where going to clubs came in. and then you told me not to bring any girls home, and i promised. i fucking promised and i broke that!"

he confessed.. woah..

"colby—" i begin but get cut off instantly

"no, i-i.." his voice is shaky and he can't find the right words to say.

he stands there, tears start flowing down his face. i feel bad

he walks upstairs to his room and closes the door, i follow him up very shortly after. i raise my fist to knock on his door, hearing soft sobs on the other side. its breaking my heart.

i decide to open the door without knocking, i walk over to his bed and kneel down until im at his level.

"hey.." i try to get his attention but he keeps looking down, his hands remain on his face.

i reach up and lightly lift his hands away, and lift his chin up so he looks at me. his cheeks are stained with tears, and his eyes are red and puffy.

i cup his face before wiping away tears with my thumb. i look into his pretty eyes and we stay like that for a while.

i finally get the courage to lean up and kiss him softly.

"i love you too.."

i confess too, which brings a warm smile to his face, instantly causing me to smile.

a/n: this is kinda boring, i'm sorry 😭