💖Chapter 28💖
"Hooo come on!!! I have been dying to see this for years and years, isn't it magnus?? "Izzy said with a smirk..
Alec: Wait!!! Years and years ??? How long is it going on..???
Magnus closed his eyes. He was in shock, he didn't know what to say now…
Izzy looks magnus apologetically
Alec: how long?? He shout at both of them
Both Izzy and magnus didn't look into alec eyes
Alec: Okay at least answer me this…. Did you love me when I asked you to fake the engagement party??? (they can see real betrayal look on alecs eyes)
Magnus just hestitaly nodded in return..
Alec: god!!!! What I have done (he place his hand on his forehead and walks out of the room)
Izzy: Magnus I am sorry...I didn't know that…(before he could finish)
Magnus: It's okay Izzy… Oneday or another he is gonna find that, it's better this soon...I will manage (caressing Izzy's cheeks) now it's on me…
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Alec was sitting in the garden, looking at the children from next door playing on the grass…
Magnus :hey (he sat next to alec)
Alec didn't say anything he is still watching the kids
Magnus :alec talk to me, yell at me or shout at me.. But don't be like this …
Alec:what you want me to say???
Magnus :I get it you're mad at me… you have all rights to shout at me…
Alec:clear his throat)I thought I confessed my love to you so you accept my proposal….. But I!!!!!!! (he looks into magnus eyes) if I didn't confess yesterday… When did you plan to tell me that you love me.??
Magnus kneels in front of alec, and holds his cheeks but alec takes his cheeks back, magnus forces him to look into his face and hold his face with grip…
Magnus :look alec!!! I am sorry I didn't confess first but there is reason behind everything I did...i am not ready to lose you,I loved u, I love u and I will always love you… about your question..i don't want to pressure you for my happiness, you are into women how could i say that I love you.. No matter what happens I will keep on loving you…Alec :why do you think like that… like I will reject you????
Magnus:alec!!!! I can't explain.. You won't understand!!! Just…. Just think from my side, all I have is only you.What if i confess my feelings to you and you don't love me back …. One second.. Even for one second you thought like "magnus you have misunderstood our friendship…".....the bond we built all these years will break into the ground… all I have is you and your friendship.. Do you think I will risk it… no!!!!the friendship we have and the love I have for you both are totally different alec…
Alec rubs his eyes in frustration :I don't know how many times I hurt you, when I hug you or touch you … I can't imagine how much pain I have given you… what an idiot I am… I can't convince myself magnus
Magnus :shhhhhh…. There is nothing like that… the love I had for you it not about your touch or hug or anything sexual oriented…. It's different from any other feelings.. I don't want anything from you…. I just want to be with you when we grow old….. when I can't walk without a stick, I want you to hold me… I want to share every happiness and sadness with you… it's… I can't explain it completely and it's not only about sex, even your genuine smile at me give me hope for one more day to live…
Alec:I feel guilty magnus.. Like I used you for my selfishness
Magnus :That's the main reason, I don't want you to feel guilty for Anything.. Its my fault I hide the truth from you..there is nothing to blame you… you have no idea how desperately I am in love with you…I am happy when you ask me to fake the engagement party, I am happy every time I sleep next to you,I am happy when I wake up on seeing your grumpy face, I am happy when I cook for you, I am happy when you share everything like partner, I am falling in love with you each and every second….you are the most precious one in my life…without you i am nothing…and most of all I am not ready to risk my friendship over this stupid feelings…
Alec holding magnus by his collar) :do you think it's stupid??
Magnus :not now!!! (he kiss alec in forehead)
Alec :how long???........ before engagement?? (he laughs and drag magnus towards him)
Magnus :no little before!! (he lean on alecs lips and starts to pecks)
Alec :in university??? (kissing magnus by closing his eyes)
Magnus :little before (he smiles in between the kiss)
Alec eye get widen :in high school??? after Camille??? (holding magnus chin)
Magnus :after Lydia!!! (he starts to kiss again)
Alec:you are insane,stupid, idiot, crazy and coward (bitting magnus lower lips)
Magnus :yes I am, because I don't want to lose you (smooching their lips together)
They giggle and moan in between the kiss….
Alec :Kids are here!!! We should stop
Magnus :no!!! I can't (keep on deepening the kiss)
Alec rolled over both of them, now alec was on top…. "Then let me try to stop" on saying that he starts to kiss again….
Maryse from the kitchen :hey izzy!! Is everything okay… why are my boys acting weird today???
Izzy :for god sake it's happening… so stop staring them, come on we have other works to do (she drags Maryse from kitchen to living room)
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FanfictionIt's my first story. I lost all my datas and I just recover it.. So if you found any gramtical mistakes in it just pardon me for that.. And English is not my first language.. It's just friends to lover plot.. And my first story ever....