Troubled Souls

Just the Beginning (Chp 1)

Characters and descriptions-

Benji- Tallest of HiS, about 6'8 and he is the drummer. Black hair, nose and eyebrow ring, and a half sleeve with a full back piece. Also blue grey eyes
Matt- guitarist of HiS he is about 6'2 6'3 and has dyed blue hair. Snake bites and is covered in tattoos. Hazel eyes
Destany or Tany- guitarist of HiS 5'6 and has black hair with purple and red dip dye. Lip ring few tattoos and baby blue eyes.
Zeke- vocalist of HiS, 6 foot even. Brown hair with a Mohawk. Angel bites and a full sleeve. Brown eyes almost black.
Sarrice- bassist of HiS and backing vocals. 5'3 silver/white dyed hair. Grey eyes with a sleeve and body tats. Lip and nose ring. Has a scar across her eye , like Scar off The Lion King. (Car above is hers)
Damion or DD-manager of the band blonde hair in spikes and no tats with a lip ring.
Will- co-manager/friend no tats has gauges and is a ginger(natural red hair)

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'Lets get one thing straight.
My life sucks
Like royally.
I'm tired of waiting
Waiting for the world to change.
Change is for the better
But that hasn't come
If change is for the better how can we live like this?
I'm broken and confused
Who can save me?
The world is a harmful place
Full of lies and mistakes
Hateful words and judging pricks
If this is fate then we're totally screwed
(Hahaha)
Can you save me?
No one can
Can you fix me?
I am ruined
I'm tired of living with this fate
I'm done with wishing to the stars to fix my fucking life.
You heard me! I'm done
Save me from the mess I made.
This is only the beginning of a long road
This is just the way it was meant to be.
This is just the beginning of the better days and better ways of life
(You're joking right?)
Can anyone come save me from the mess I've made?
Can someone come pick up the pieces of my wasted youth?
(I didn't think so)
My life is a lost cause of broken things and broken dreams.
But this is just the beginning of a new day! Of a new way
Of a new life as a whole.
Can you escape the past's troubles can you change the way it was?
The best is yet to come
Hang in there hold on tight
We're about to start this final fight
Cause this is just the beginning of the day of a new way to fix this mess.
This is just the beginning of the new life that will change our ways.
This is just the beginning.'
*italics are singing not are screaming*
The final chords faded out and everyone stood still.
"At least we finished the song finally." Tany stated
"I like the way it starts with Scar talking." Benji yelled from the drum kit.
"Yeah Sarrice that's really cool." Matt complimented her.
"Alright guys that's good for today." Zeke announced. Placing his mic in the stand to the side.
"Thank god Z! We've been at this for hours!" Matt complained loudly.
"I'm sorry guys but we have to be ready for Saturday's show. It's our first big show." He explained.
"No it's not. It's the same as the others just a bigger venue. More room for people to not pay attention to us." Sarrice countered dryly. Her eyes darkened.
"Why are you in such a pissy mood?" Matt asked
"Don't be such a downer Sarah." Benji attacked as well.
"How many fucking times have I told you to not call me Sarah!" She yelled.
"Enough times for you to not care except when you're annoyed." Benji joked knowing she doesn't really care.
"And to answer you Matt, I got kicked out of my complex...again." She added on the end with a mutter.
The whole group bust out laughing at her.
"Noise complaint again?" Tany asked while laughing.
Sarrice broke out a grin,
"Maybe..."
"Boys! And girls sorry dearies. Well lunch is ready come on up." Matt's mom came partly down the stairs.
Yes ma'am and comings were heard as everyone put down the instruments and raced upstairs.
"Sarrice a word please."
"Yes Mama T?"
The lady pulled her into the den away from everyone else.
"You can stay here again until you figure everything out. I don't mind and you and Matt are best friends and you're basically my daughter anyways."
"Mama T thank you but I can't except that it's too much, you already took me in once before and I was here for years."
"No it's not now I will not have you sleeping in that death trap at night. No you're staying here." She gave her "the 'mom' look" and Sarrice knew she had to oblige.
"Yes ma'am, and my car isn't a death trap."
"That thing is hell on wheels if you ask me. It's old and loud." She sniffed with a grin.
Sarrice smiled at her.
"It's an Impala. Not a monster truck."
Mama T rolled her eyes and laughed at the young adult.
"Well let's get you some food before they eat it all."
The thing about being in a band with 19/20 year old males is that they eat everything. Not just them but the girls eat a lot as well.
Soon enough all the food was gone and the guys were beginning to get bored.
Tany and Benji shared a look then shouted simultaneously,
"Skateboard race!"
Zeke then looked at Matt.
"All hell is about to break loose." Zeke muttered.
"Whatever man I'm joining them." Matt smiled evily.
"Yeah yeah me too." Zeke said agreeing.
"Scar? You coming?" Matt grabbed her arm as he walked by.
"Yeah one sec. Let me get my board from Cherri."
"You named the car too?" Mama T exclaimed.
Matt laughed then yelled good bye to his mom and they left the house.
"You know if your mom knew why I was kicked out back then she wouldn't let me stay either."
"Yes she would. Ma doesn't care about stuff like that Scar."
"Yeah S, Mama T wouldn't care. She'll be mad you haven't mentioned it before though." Z added.
"Why would she?"
"Because we've all known each other for like 10 years." Matt said.
"Whatever more like since we were 13." Benji yelled.
"So about 7 then?" Matt corrected.
"About." Tany answered.
"So you got kicked out 5 years ago. When you were 15. You realize if you would have told her then when you told us that you'd be living with us right now. Rather then here and there in dumpy apartments and in your car." He explained.
"It's not that simple it took me a year to tell you guys. And the first people I told kicked me out. I wish I had Will's parents and them not care about who he chooses to be."
"Woah woah slow down. You grew up good kid. Your dad just didn't know how to react. He taught you to play." Zeke said trying to be positive.
"Don't Z. He threw me out in the middle of the night because he found out I'm bisexual. He and my mom hated my lifestyle and hated me. He could care less if I don't have a place to live. Don't try to compensate for the actions he took." Sarrice yelled and ran ahead.
"Great going guys! Ughh you just don't know what to say do you?" Tany scolded us like children and when Tany's mad shit goes down.
"I'll get her. Meet at the place?" Benji offered.
"No I think I need to. See you guys there." Zeke began walking after her.
"Well guys lets go."
The group began walking to a hide away in town not many knew about outside the group. An abandoned skate park.