🖤MAFIA QUEEN 🖤

PART- 27

Lucy's POV

I hate myself.

Why do I behave so rudely?

She's just a little girl who only wants her unnie.

Whether you hate me or not, Y/N... I could never hate you.

I just try to distract myself and act bold and confident... even though I'm not.

I'm sorry. (sighed)

Lucy quietly looked at Y/N sleeping beside her.

Lucy- You really are adorable, Y/N. (admiring softly)

She continued speaking in a low voice.

Lucy- I'm sorry for behaving badly toward you.

Even after knowing that you probably went through worse things than me... I still acted cold.

I know you hate my attitude.

Honestly... I hate myself too.

But I was just trying to distract myself from my past.

You know... whenever you call me "unnie," I feel so guilty because of how badly I treat you.

Sometimes I even think about ki—

Before Lucy could finish her sentence, Y/N suddenly hugged her tightly.

Y/N- Don't you dare complete that sentence. (tight hug)

Lucy- Y-Y/N? (shocked, quickly wiping her tears)

Y/N- Hmm. (still hugging her)

Lucy- Get off me. (acting rude again)

Y/N- No. (pouted)

Lucy- You're making me feel disgusted. Don't touch me. (trying to sound cold)

Y/N- It's better to feel uncomfortable while hugging someone... than crying alone while carrying all your pain by yourself. (softly)

Lucy froze.

Lucy- You... heard everything? (broken voice)

Y/N- Hmm.

You can cry, unnie.

It'll make you feel better. (gently rubbing her back)

Lucy- S-Sorry, Y/N... I know you probably hate me...

Y/N immediately pulled away and looked at her seriously.

Y/N- When did I ever say I hate you, unnie?

Lucy blinked in confusion.

Y/N- I never hated you.

Sometimes I get angry and say things without thinking... but I never hated you. (explained softly)

Lucy- But I treated you badly too. (trying not to cry again)

Y/N smiled weakly.

Y/N- Nobody behaves that way without a reason.

Sometimes... pain changes people.

I understand you, unnie. (trying to sound confident even though she was nervous too)

Lucy finally broke down completely.

Lucy- Y/N...! (crying)

Y/N- Unnie, it's okay now.

Please stop crying... you're going to make me cry too. (teary-eyed)

Lucy quickly wiped her tears.

Lucy- I'm really sorry for my behavior toward you... and Mom too.