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i'm tom. Tom Kaulitz, i'm a regular teenager with a twin brother and 3 best friends! and maybe a band that's going quite well.. my twin brother,Bill is probably the person i'm most closest too. he knows everything from my crush on girls, too my now crush, y/n he just knows me and everything about me. i know everything about him aswell don't get me wrong.
my best friends, georg and gustav know everything about me but they don't know my crush on y/n i mean they would literally tell her plus she's kinda georgs sister.. he would kill me but i always act like a gentleman to her like my mum told me too! i'm always giving her a hug, i just love how she smells like vanilla and STRAWBERRIES. it's so sweet and intoxicating i live for it. sometimes i just wanna hug her all the time and not practice. although georg and y/n don't have the best home life, their parents are very rude and have a disgusting attitude. like one time y/n had to go home and georg didn't so he just stayed at ours the next day she came back to our house with puffy eyes and a bruised neck. everyone noticed as she barely wore makeup. now that's all she can wear, she kinda has my style but just less baggy and more darker type of clothes.
everyone had an idea of what could of happened to her. either rape, assault or something. she never talked about it but that day something changed. i can't really get what changed but maybe i shouldn't ask her about it.
i always noticed that she wasn't with us anymore. she never came by, she never went to the studio anymore and a few time when me and the band went to town, she would walk past us, not normally tho, she would be stumbling and tripping and tears streaming down while a bottle of alcohol, always vodka would be in her hand, a cigarette in the other, she would never notice us either, and her eyes. they didn't have that sweet spark anymore, it was just plain blue eyes, not the eyes i love, they were the eyes of a person that was drained, tired, exhausted. everyone didn't try budge her but me. i love her, i don't want to loose her ever. i guess you could say i'm scared, huh, who knew i would be scared for a girl, i really want to help but maybe a different time..?
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ETERNAL SOUL || tom kaulitz & y/n
Romantizmtom never had the life everyone thought he had on camera. in reality (off camera) he had been dealing with drugs, smoking, drinking and lots of crying, he barley ate or communicated properly with the band. everyone was worried for him and the whole...
