ETERNAL SOUL || tom kaulitz & y/n

Reality.

Something wet hit my head and I woke up? What the fuck? I look at my phone and it's only been an hour? What the fuck? I swear my phone was nearly dead and it's was midnight? But I look at my phone battery and it's 70%? This can't be happening right now. I pinched myself to see if this was real and it was. But I felt.. happier. I don't know what happened but something made me want to go home. Like something was waiting for me. It was calling me I had to go check. I look at my phone and see 3 missed calls. But it wasn't bill, it wasn't gustav or georg, it was y/n. I recognised the number and when I called it. Someone answered. "Uhh hello? Tom is this you?" A girl said.. my girl! "Um yes. Why does it uh say you called three times.?" In my head I'm definitely saying please be real. "Go home Tom. And then I heard bill. I don't know what he said but I heard him. I was no longer drunk I was not longer sad, maybe a tiny bit but something changed. Maybe the dreams were a sign?

I drove home as fast as I could and I saw everyone's cars, the producers, as they were like family, georg and gustav. Everyone's.

As I entered, I saw her. I saw my girl, I saw the spark I loved so much and I burst. The sadness didn't come back but the happiness did. My happiness was back. I immediately ran and hugged her tight, no longer underweight, now normal and still skinny but she was most definitely healthy.

As I hugged her tight putting my head on her shoulder I started crying, I missed her so much this couldn't be real. I removed my head as I saw her crying aswell. I wiped the tears away and hugged her again. It was all so surreal. Bill was recording us and I knew the recording could hear my sobs and everything. "My angel is back.." I whispered just enough for her to hear and start balling her eyes out. "I'm sorry Tom, I'm sorry I didn't tell you everything. I'm sorry." She cried out, I didn't pay attention around me and I realised it was just us two.

" don't cry, my love. I could never be mad at you." I said wiping her tears.

She held my face and I held hers. And then we kissed. The kiss that I've always wanted, the one I've always needed.

The kiss was passionate and caring. Missing and trusting. Loving and understanding. Suddenly all my pain went away.

We kissed longer and that's when I felt her tongue. We started making out and feeling each other. Letting her win. My hands were now on her waist and hers still on my face. We pulled away a few minutes after and smiled. I hugged her again. This time I smelt a new scent. Cinnamon and vanilla. My new favourite scent.

She's my eternal soul...