Ronnie's POV:
It's been three days since i've told Cole about my past with Ray and we haven't spoken since then, and not only to make things worse, I bumped into Cole while i was at 7\11 and turns out he found out about Jack beating me, when he found out at first when he asked about it i thought he was talking about Ray, but he still hasn't found out about that fight but Cole was still angry that i didn't tell him about Jack it was clear that Cole was angry and wanted nothing to do with me anymore and i haven't seen or heard from him since then
It was Monday and i didn't have to worry about my siblings they been staying with my grandmother so i woke up and got ready and when Lila picked me up i told her everything that happened
She was upset and shocked so as we picked everyone up, i noticed that Cole wasn't with emmett like always
"Hey where's cole?" I asked emmett
"He said he wasn't going today" deedee replied
"What? Why?" I asked
"He said he needed to work some things out, but he wanted me to tell you that he's gonna be by your house later, and don't be asking me why i don't know and don't really care" emmett said sounding annoyed deedee looked at emmett with a serious look and emmett quickly shut his mouth
All day at school, i was so bothered i concentrate, after science class i felt sick to my stomach so i started walking towards the bathroom and i bumped into Ray
"Oh great, can this day get any worse" i said with no emotion
"Hey baby doll, I noticed that Cole isn't here, trouble in paradise or is he scared of facing me?" Ray said in a gloaty way
"Why can't you just leave me alone" as i started to walk away, ray stopped me
"Does Cole know about our special night together?" Ray asked with a little smirk
"Yes he does thanks to you, look it was two years ago okay? When are you gonna let it go?" i angrily asked
"Oh really? Let it go? You used me Ronnie! I thought you actually cared about me and then when Cole came back you just left me like I was nothing! I was there when no one else was. If i'd known that you were gonna do me like that then i would've never gone to your house and what really sucks is that i'm in love with you! And that feeling will never change and i regretted beating you that night but you know what, you deserve to suffer, you deserve to be alone" that last part hurt me so much, i know i did Ray wrong but he had to understand i was suffering so much, i didn't know how to cope i had no one else
"I'm sorry ray! I really am!" i cried out
"Nah, sorry isn't gonna cut it, it's just a matter of time before the same thing happens to you too and when it does don't bother coming to me" then ray slammed his hand hard against the locker and walked away, i was left there alone in the empty hallways, finally i went to the bathroom and just puked my guts out, i felt so sick, so scared, so angry
I missed lunch and just went to my next class and i just completely zoned out during the whole class
(FEW HOURS LATER)
It was 6:00 pm and school is finally over, so i decided to walk home while everyone else went to the arcade, i kinda wish i accepted Lila offer to drop me off at home cause it was raining and snowing and it was so freaking cold, i felt like i was gonna catch pneumonia and die, but a storm was starting, when i got home i noticed Cole was by my door waiting, I quickly walked towards him
"Hey" he said
"Why haven't you called me back?" I asked
"I've been busy"
"No you haven't! You just been avoiding me!" I angrily yelled
"Oh what now you're angry!?" cole asked
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The Shameless Life
FantasyVeronica (Ronnie) has always had a rough life. Her mother was a struggling addict and her father left when she was just a baby, Ronnie grew up in the ghetto with Cole. They both have been bestfriends since they were babies they all made friends in...
