It's been two weeks since Ronnie started doing drugs and it's not going so well, the only reason why Ronnie did drugs was because she would have hallucinations of Cole and she was desperate to see him
So everyday before she went to work she would snort up and when she got home she would do it again, after awhile Ronnie got bored of cocaine and started to do weed and meth, Ronnie was getting to deep and it was sad that no one noticed
It's a Saturday morning and Ronnie has the day off and Lila decided to come over
"Hey girl" lila said
"Hey how are ya?"
"Good, just been busy"
"Yeah same here, just been busy like non-stop I just been trying to stay distracted from everything else" then lila looked at ronnie knowing what Ronnie was trying to avoid
"So how are you really?" Lila asked
Then Ronnie's eyes began to water
"I'm okay" then Ronnie started crying, Lila sat closer to Ronnie and hugged her tightly
"It's gonna be okay Ronnie, I know it's been really hard on you" lila said, Ronnie started to wipe her eyes
"I'm gonna be fine, I found a new way to cope and I'm gonna be fine"
"What's your new way of coping?"
"I started smoking weed" Ronnie said
Lila eyes were wide open
"What!? You started smoking weed!?"
"Well that's not all, I started to do coke and meth" Ronnie confessed
"Veronica, that's not okay! You can get really sick from that!"
"I don't know why you are yelling at me!" Ronnie yelled
"BECAUSE YOU ARE BEING STUPID AND IMMATURE! Ronnie drugs can and will ruin your life, look we all lost Cole, we are not going to lose you too!" Lila exclaimed
Ronnie got upset and angry
"Look it helps okay! Plus when I'm high I see Cole, that's all I want is just to see Cole, that's the only reason why I do it, now look promise me you won't tell my mom or Kai"
"Fine, but only cause I love you and I know that you don't want them worrying about you" then lila left, Ronnie was so angry after that conversation, she went to her room and started to snort up some coke, she layed down and started to hallucinate
"Baby" Cole said
"Hi" Ronnie said softly
"Ronnie, why are you doing this?"
"What do you mean?"
"You doing drugs, why?"
"I just wanna see you, I miss you so much"
"You know you have to stop before you this turns into a nasty habit"
"I can't"
"why not?"
"BECAUSE I JUST CAN'T!" then Ronnie started crying "I just wanna see you in person, I'm just so mad at you! Why!? Why didn't you just stay where the cop told!? Why Cole!? Why!" ronnie cried out
Cole looked at ronnie with sad eyes
"I love you Ronnie, but you need to stop" Cole said
Ronnie looked at Cole with red, teary eyes
"Veronica! I'm home!" Gabby yelled out
Ronnie looked at Cole and then he just slowly disappeared
Ronnie quickly cleared her eyes and went to help her mom
Mateo and lucy went to their room to play and gabby and Ronnie started to organize the kitchen
The entire time Ronnie felt like she needed a hit of weed or something, just something to get her high and numb
Ronnie knew that she was starting to develop a problem and she didn't know how make sure that it was noticeable
What is she gonna do?
(AUTHOR'S NOTE)
I KNOW THAT THIS WAS A SHORT CHAPTER, I'M HAVING A WRITER'S BLOCK BUT TOMORROW'S CHAPTER WILL BE BETTER
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FantasiVeronica (Ronnie) has always had a rough life. Her mother was a struggling addict and her father left when she was just a baby, Ronnie grew up in the ghetto with Cole. They both have been bestfriends since they were babies they all made friends in...
