All your fault ! re-write

8

Atsushi's pov :
He has finished cleaned up the plates and sat down with them on the couch .

After a few minutes he felt his stomach churn , he hadn't eaten all day , so his stomach was unable to digest what he had just eaten .

He excuses himself to go to the bathroom .
Locking the door and leaning over the sink , taking deep breaths .

Tw ⚠️ :

Unfortunately this didn't help as on his exhale came a gag .
He moved his attention to the toilet and threw up what he had just eaten .
Fortunately the bathroom is not in ear distances unless byour in one of the bedrooms which so far no one was .
Tw ⚠️ over :

He gets himself together and heads back to the others .
Going to the kitchen and getting himself a cup of water .
Since he had just lost so much nutrition he began to get sleepy .
Feeling his eyes get heavy as he listened to dazai and chuuya bicker over how hot a celebrity is .

He was then woken up by akutagawa hitting him with a pillow .
"Go to bed , we are all ready "
"Ok "

He stands up and stretches before heading to brush his teeth .
While in the bathroom he opened the cupboard and pulled out the razor he had previously used .

Looking down at his sleeve but then gets interrupted by a knock at the door.
"Yeah ?"
He calls out while hiding the blade .
"I want to talk to you when your done Atsushi kun"
He knew it was dazai so he agreed .
Finishing his teeth then opening the door.

Dazai was leaning on a wall with his phone in his hand .
"You wanted to talk to me ?"
"Yes , how did you sleep last night ?"
"Fine why ?"
"Well akutagawa had mentioned try hat you got up quite early and I also know you have quite bad nightmares so I -"
"I just needed to piss dazai , I'm fine I haven't have a nightmare in weeks "
"I know , but I worry , when I know I shouldn't . You were bad Atsushi"
"I know , I'm going to bed "
"Ok , goodnight "

Atsushi shuts the door and gets in bed .

Dazais pov :

He walks into his and chuuyas room .
Chuuya paying on the bed by the window .
"Is that why you wanted the bed by the door ? "
"Yes "
"What does he even have nightmares about ? "
"I don't know  , he's always in such a state he can't get a word out , or he pretends it didn't happen "
"You also said he was bad ?"
"He refused to go into his bedroom alone incase he would have a nightmare during the day , he went 3 days without sleeping and passed out because he was so scared "
"How'd he get better?"
"We put him on medication , then a month ago he stopped and now he jumped sleeps "
"But you still worry ?"
"You don't understand chuuya , you haven't seen him in a state he gets himself into , it's terrifying for me so imagine how he feeling "

Dazai has never admitted out loud that Atsushi had caused him terror .
Chuuya understood that .
"Get some sleep dazai , if something does happen we'll deal with it "
"Alright "