Shubman's Pov
I kissed Ishan. I just did that thinking it would be a sweet gesture to him and make him more comfortable, which it indeed did as Ishan snuggled in my chest further. But there was something wrong, I wanted to do it again. Why you ask? I don't know. I guess it just felt very comforting to kiss someone as I've not dated in a long while. And isn't it quite common to kiss your best friend as a joke? The girls do it all the time.
And Ishan. He is the closest person to me on earth right. So of course it would feel good. I gave my self numerous explanation to why I wanted to kiss him again.
I fought my want(need) to kiss him again and tried to fall asleep. Which I gradually did, with Ishan in my arms, I drifted off in my sleep rather happily.
Next Day
I woke with sunlight hitting directly my face. Once I came to my senses, I realized Ishan wasn't by my side. I became worried. It was usually normal as Ishan always wakes up before him but not today, because was injured and it wasn't good for him to do some tasks on his own, I have to help him with that, but that stubborn ass would've done everything by himself, I was also worried due to what I did to him yesterday.
I kissed him. What if he was awake? What he noticed me kissing him and now that's why left? I became so worried and called out his name.
"Ishan" I said rather loudly.
"Hn, yaha hu(yes, I'm here)" Ishan replied back to me. His voice was coming from the bathroom. I nearly jumped from the bed and ran towards the bathroom. I clicked it open and barged in only to get greeted by Ishan cursing at me.
"abey chutiya ho kya" Ishan said while covering himself.
He was taking a bath. I got flustered and I just know so did he. I tried to get out of the incident in the moat idiot way possible.
"bhai, hum dono ladke hai, kya problem hai(bro, we both are guys, whats the problem?)" but just after saying that i ran outside the bathroom door and closed is, as Ishan gave me a death glare.
It wasn't what I was worried about. I was worried about myself and my insanity at this point. I saw Ishan naked. And I liked the way he looked. I have seen him without shirt, like a million of times, but totally naked? first time experience. It was delightful. I slapped myself for thinking that.
"How can I think like that, thats my bro, what's wrong with me? the kiss and has fucked my mind I guess" I told myself internally.
I was deep in my in my thoughts, when Ishan came inside the room. Towel wrapped around legs, chest with no piece of clothing, body still having droplets of water on it, water dripping off his silky, now wet hair.
I see Ishan almost everyday like this, but I was least bothered. Hereby, today, I wanted to give him a sweet kiss.
"go and take a bath, then we'll go eat breakfast" Ishan said. His cheeks had a hue of pink, maybe due to me seeing him naked.
I came to my senses and realized to keep the priorities first. Ishan was injured. He shouldn't act so independent right now.
"Ishan, I think I had made it clear yesterday that I will help you with all your tasks while you're sick, the only thing you have to do is waking me up. Why didn't you?" I asked and could sense it didn't come out in a sweet way by seeing Ishan's suprised reaction to it.
"Shubi, it wasn't much of a task. I just bathed and brushed. Its not so difficult that you gotta help me with my bathroom chores now." Ishan replied in a hope that I would understand.
"You heard me clear Ishu, you wake me up and for now I decide what chorus you should do and what not. Now rest here. I'll take a bath quickly" I said getting up from bed to which Ishan nodded.
"Do you need help with wearing clothes?" I asked him.
"No, I can do that" Ishan replied, I wanted to disagree but I wasn't on my right mind already due to the kissing last night and who knows what I might do, If I see him without clothes anymore now.
So I just nodded and took a bath.
We then went downstairs and ate food with the team. It was around 2pm and Ishan wasn't gonna go to the practice due to his injury, which directly meant I wasn't gonna go as well. So we had the whole day to ourselves. We were gonna be together for the whole day again. We started to play games and later on switched on to movies.
It was a horror movie. Ishan gets absolutely terrified from horror movies but he still likes to watch it. So here we were again, watching a horror movie with lights off and Ishan hiding his face in my chest as soon as a jumpscare came.
He looked cute. It was all cute and normal. Until, I was trying to change my position, and while trying to do so I ended up hovering over Ishan with literally just few cm apart.
How?
While I was trying to change my position, a jumpscare came and Ishan pulled me to himself.
Right now, my face and Ishan's were barely 10cm apart. Ishan started blushing on the closeness of ours.
I smiled. Ishan then......
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