Tysm, for all the reads guys<3 so I'm feeling rlly bad rn mental wise... I'll try update as quickly as possible, maybe this weekend...I think I might not update ever day like I used to I'll try at least get one out Once a week at least. I feel bad so I'll write something super short! Don't expect much..I feel ill asf rn...
I feel super bad recently...I don't know what's wrong with me? I keep getting these strange thoughts. I've told Caine about it once or twice but he doesn't really understand, I mean why would he? He's not a human like us. Everyone has seemed to notice my bad mental health, even Jax has asked me if I'm alright. That was super sweet of him I didnt even know he cared for me at all!
I hear a knock at my door..I'm lying down on my bed when I suddenly hear it, I really can't be bothered to socialize right now but I do not want to be rude.
I open it and see Jax standing outside he's holding a Jax plushie and smiling sweetly. "Hi Jax...come in". I nod to my room and he steps inside, he looks pretty concerned.
"Y/n I've noticed you haven't been coming out your room much, your not even coming out for adventures!". I sigh and sit down at my bed. I want to tell him how I feel but i can't find the right words to describe it....
"I don't know Jax, I just feel sorta lost. If I'm honest I don't really know how Im feeling". Jax sits next to me and puts the plushie in my hands it's so soft.
"Look sweetcakes...I don't want you to abstract and I have a feeling that could happen. You're the only one I really care about here." For some strange reason those words warm my heart. I dont know what it is about them that makes me feel happy.
He puts his arm around me and I lean into him. I start to cry softly into his shoulder. Right now I love his company..he's so sweet..
"Hey Pumpkin...it's going to be okay shh..shh..." Jax pat's my back and I wrap my arms around him. I feel warm inside...my chest feels like it's all fuzzy. It's somewhat of a nice feeling.
"Thanks Jax..I love this", I dont really think about what I'm saying. But he doesn't mind in fact he actually smiled..I think he liked it.
"And...I love you.."
Jax's words ring in my ears, does he really mean that? Or does he mean it platonically? I'm not sure. But his words comfort me and I lean into him my face nuzzling into his shoulder.
Just then...he kisses my cheek...it's soft and comforting. I like it. He does it slowly and softly...I sat in shock but I quickly covered my emotions...he holds one of my hands...he Intertwines his fingers with mine.
I feel happy and content....just me and him...forever..
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