Today's the day Deshawn comes home FOREVER. They didn't need him anymore.
I've been missing him and I know Jada and Jayden miss him too. So I decided to throw a party for his return. I invited family, friends, and neighbors.
"He's here! He's here!" They shouted.
I watched as military men came from the car carrying a flag. "No! No!" I shouted.
"You can't do this to me. Not right now." I shouted.
The men walked up to the house and handed the flag to Kevin and letters.
I read the letter on top through tears.
" Dear Krystal , We regret to inform you Deshawn was killed in battle at 6:30 on the Morning of April while an enemy force shot him. We're so sorry.
Sincerely, Official Joshua.
United States Military"
" Deshawn's GONE!!" I cried.
I ran to my room and locked the door behind me.
Why did you have to go? We finally got everything to make a house a home and now you're gone? Why did you have to leave me?!
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Leads us back to where we began. The funeral.
Deshawn's funeral.
"Mrs.Omar is there something you would like to say?" They asked.
I stood up.
"I haven't slept in months. I'm growing bags under my eyes. Nights has grown cold and lonely. The man that I have fell in love with is now gone! This is too soonn. Some things are too good to be true. I don't want anything. Nothing will ever make me happy again. He loved me in a way I didn't think was possible. Now I look at my kids and I see him- " Tears fell.
"This isn't how I planned on things ending. It was suppose to be me and him forever. It was suppose to be me and him. I look to the cloud and I know he's there looking down on me and those gorgeous kids of ours. That's the only reason why I keep going. I wish I could get one more day with you. I wish you were still here. I love you baby. I love you Deshawn Omar. Rest baby. We love you. And no worries I'm holding it down for you." I finished.
I left from the grave site a whole new person. It's all your fault. I will never forget you.
