How did we end up here

Chapter 4

Heyy guys so this is chapter 4 and I hope you'll like it!

I woke up in the morning and I immediately felt my forehead and it was bad. It was so sore and I couldn't even make any facial expressions without it hurting. I decided I couldn't go to practice today not just because my forehead was hurting like shit, but also because there was no way I could lie my way out of this.

I just wrote a quick text to Olga where I told her my sister was sick and I had to stay home to watch her. Afterwards I got up and went into a bathroom to inspect my forehead and I cringed as I saw my reflection. The pace were my dad hit me with the plate was really disgusting and the wound was about 3 cm long and looked kind of deep, there was dried blood on my forehead and some of my hair was stuck to it, as I pulled them off of my wound and it hurt like hell. I wanted to clean it up so I went and took a shower and washed my hair, after I got out I disinfected my wound and put a bandage on it then I changed into some sweats and a crop top and a jacket. I almost always wear crop tops,  I don't care what kind of wheatear there is. I mean I can just close my jacket outside, it's not that weird  okay.

Afterwards I went downstairs made some scrambled eggs because I knew my sister is an early bird and she would be awake in about like 10 minutes. After I scrambled a few eggs I just cleaned up the mess I made and as I predicted Alice came downstairs but she looked at me confused. "Uh what are you doing at home? Shouldn't you be at practice?", she asked me as she sat down and started eating the eggs. "Well I decided I should probably stay home today..." I told her and I guess she realized I didn't want to talk about it. So she just ate her food in silence. Alice told me her friend from school invited her for a playdate and she asked me if she could go. I agreed, but only if she finished her homework first. When I said this she immediately went upstairs to do her homework and I called her friends mom to ask when they could hang out. We made plans, that I would bring Alice to her house in an hour and they would stay there as long as they want to and she would just call me when to pick her up.

After I washed the dishes I went up to my sisters room to ask her if she needed any help with her homework. She asked me  to help her with math and after 20 minutes we were done and I told her to pack a little bag with thing she wanted to bring with her to her friend.

After she was all done I put her in one of my old winter coats, which were a little big but who cares, and then we were off. We were at the friends house in about 10 minutes and I had no problem dropping her off because I knew this kinds mom and she was really nice. I told her to tell her friends mom to call me anytime she wants to come home because I didn't let her bring her phone to playdates because I feel like the other parents would want to lecture me that she's not supposed to have a phone at 10 years old. We said our goodbyes and I drove myself home.

It was getting cold fast and it is not that fun to drive a motorcycle everywhere when I'm freezing my but of on this bike in winter. I really need a license and a car. The only problem is that I I am not allowed to take my dads car and I don't have enough money to buy a car and so I can't practice and I won't be able to take my license.

When I got home I didn't know what to so I just vacuumed the living room and cleaned my sisters room. I wasn't sure my dad would go to work today but I would guess he doesn't have to go because if he had to he would be late. As I was sitting in my living room just looking at my phone I saw that it was 10am which meant if I would have gone to practice then it would have been over by now. I always felt weird when I didn't go do things and every time I check the time then I just imagine myself if I were to have gone to do the thing I was suppose to.  I mean if I would have went to practice I would be at home in like 10 minutes. It felt weird because I felt like I was forgetting something, I just couldn't wrap my head around what it was.